𝐢𝐟 𝐢 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 ; 𝐝𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐭

8

When i open my eyes i see that im in a hospital. I hear two guys speaking in dutch so i decide to fake that i'm still asleep

-Emily wake up please...- I recognize that voice as Matthijs

-I've been asleep for much time?

-Em!- He hugs me- My angel you're awake!- He had a crying face

-Uhm yes guess i learned my lesson because now i know how it feels to almost die- Mental note: Never wish death to someone again, even if you don't mean it

-You've been in coma for almost two days. You lost much blood- He grabs my hand

-Oh god did i? And why were you crying?

-Yes. But it's not like you care i mean, you want me to die

-Shut the fuck up!

-We lost the most important game of the year. And it was all our fault! We played so bad!- He looks sad

-Hey... Don't hold it for yourself! I'm here! Show me your weakest parts! You already saw mines- He takes a deep breath and then he starts to cry rivers

-Matthi it wasn't your fault! You did your best!

-I-I know Em... But it still hurts- He stops crying. He looks me in the eyes and suddenly turns his eyes to my mouth. I take a deep breath knowing in what this will end

Matthijs touches my cheek and i close my eyes enjoying his touch. Our faces come closer to each other and i could feel in breathing in my face. WHY THE FUCK CANT I PUSH HIM AWAY

-Do you hate me Emily?

-Y-Yes

-If you hate me, why are you almost kissing me?- He whispers. That gave me chills

-Shut the fuck up. Don't ruin this moment- He laughs and kisses me. The kiss was calm and soft. His lips are so soft. Better than i imagined

-Hey how's Em... OH GOD GUYS THAT WAS UNEXPECTED