Blending Hearts

chapter 3- Gone

Alicia's P. O. V
    
        Spending my entire day at Michelle's place really helped me in getting rid of some disturbing thoughts and the feeling of being watched.

      I told Michelle about what my dad said to me, but i didn't entirely tell  her the truth.
       I got that She doesn't like my dad and i didn't want the hatred she has towards him to grow further.

     I just told her i would be going on a long vacation to the blue flame pack, that my aunt found her mate, she is heavily pregnant and she told me to come help out till she is delivered of her baby.

    "Such a bloody liar."

I hope this doesn't turn out to be a reverse case on my part.

   "Never! I am so going to wait for my mate. Him alone. No one else."

    I feel really horrible for lying to her, she have always been truthful to me.

  "Michelle, i just hope when you find out, you will be able to forgive me. "

     I got home and i head straight to my room, with a loud thud, i fall down on my bed. I feel really exhausted.

   I sat upright and face palm, wishing all the negative thoughts running through my head right now can be seep out.

     "Tanny, are you still there?." I call out to my wolf. I really want to speak with her right now.

    I didn't get any response and i tense a little.

    "ohh..."

     I remember blocking her from communicating with me earlier, when my dad was talking to me. More like, him hurting my feelings.

     She must be really pissed right now. I open my thoughts and call out for her .

     "Tanny, Tanny." I call

     "Tell me if you can hear me, please..." I whimper. 

   I know i have really done a lot of wrongs in this my short life and i will still continue to do more till my crown of good and evil touches the sky until I am finally out of my short life. My ghost will come hunting everyone of them who did me wrong. I will strike everyone of them with three strokes of the cane each on their butt and i sprinkle a little bit of pepper on the spot and leave them to experience the sweetness.

I giggle imagining the hurt that will be on their imaginary faces.

      " Oh shut up, don't you dare act like you care and stop that evil thinking of yours." Tanny speaks  bringing me out of my glorious thinking.  A toothy smile appears on my face. I almost forgot i called out for her.

       "Of course you know i do.
I Am really sorry, okay. I just haven't been myself. " I sigh with a slight frown.

       " Don't tell me you poo in your pant this time...." She says making me burst out laughing.

        I love her so much.

        "Gross..... am not a baby anymore, remember?. " I reply in irritation.

         "Yeah i know, just wanted to cheer you up.." She says.

    Aww... So sweet.

          "Thanks. Cause you just did."  I smile feeling a whole lot better.

         "What's wrong?." She asks. I feel that telling her will be the right thing to do at this moment. I told her everything, not missing any part. I feel lightened a lot.