I don't know man. Sometimes I just feel like I try too hard. I try to see the better side of people, but they don't make it easy. They don't try to like me. They don't try to get along with me. They try to look cool by mocking me. It pisses me off. I'd never felt the strong desire to absolutely deck a female before today. I'm upset right now. I have to stay calm. I have to be the good guy. I can't retaliate. It's not easy to be me sometimes. There are voices in my head telling me to just let go. "Your choices don't matter anyway" "everything is temporary" "it would be so easy". I want them to stop, but they don't. They're so loud. I don't think I'm ok.
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Short Stories and Other Creative Waste
DiversosAh the wonders of 2018. It's been a long time since anything was written here. If you want something fresh (and probably higher quality) look for my newer stuff. A metaphorical sewage dump
