Basically, when you have someone in your mind and INFRONT of your eyes, how does it feel? Weird.
Since he came everyday in my eye sight, I didn't want to move nor eat or shower. It took me 3 months, 2 months and 1 months in equal of 6 month. I'm so scared to been seen doing anything else. He doesn't seem to do anything, I felt awkward.
I wanted to shower but I don't want a man looking at me all the time.
Its an unusual phenomena to experience and I don't want to look back at it. It was horrible.
I didn't love him at first sight. He tried so hard to make me haha... I love the way. I'm not the kind to like someone easily even though he is good looking.
Overtime, I find him attractive and all the lil things he says to me. Very sweet. Haha...yeah...
My nightmare turn into love.
It took a very long time 🙄
