Broken

I dont want to go

I woke up Dan's arm was around me. I died a little inside today was the day I go back to my apartment. I carefully got up and pushed Dan's hair back. I was walking to the bathroom when I looked behind me and saw a guy in a mask. I screamed and jumped phil took the mask off "Jesus phil!" I laughed "oh my god Skyler I'm so sorry I thought you were Dan." His face was red "its okay phil."

I walked into the bathroom and put on my clothes from when I first came here I fixed my hair and grabbed my phone. I walked back to see Dan and phil filming a gaming video. I sat down and watched them play it was so funny to see Dan get so frustrated. A couple minutes later Dan turned off the camera. I walked up to him and hugged him."hey sky um are you ready to go not that you have to leave its has been a joy to have you here." "Thank you Dan but I really have to go home." I lied. I don't have to go home no one is waiting for me or missing me. I said my goodbyes to phil. " bye phil you have been so kind to let me stay here."I smiled. "Skyler you can come back anytime you need to." He grabbed my phone and put his number in "thanks again." I pulled him in for a hug. Me and Dan walked out the door and walked to the tube. We got on I pulled out my phone and Dan snatched it. "What are you doing!" I laughed. I looked at him he was taking selfies. I couldn't stop laughing. He gave me my phone back he put his number in my phone under internet cult leader Dan. I giggled at his name we were finally at my apartment I looked in my pot of flowers outside the door for my keys. But Dan noticed the door was creaked open I looked up worried "I'll go in first." Dan said I walked in behind him. I gasped holding back tears. The place was trashed furniture was in pieces everything was everywhere I ran into my bedroom over my bed was spray painted the words bitch,whore,slut,worthless then at the bottom it said My little rag doll it was signed Shane I sat down on the floor and cried Dan walked in my room and saw everything he sat down by me and pulled me close to him. I whispered. "Its true everything is true I'm worthless." Dan pulled my chin up I looked into his eyes he wiped away the tears " if you were worthless would I do this." Dan leaned in and kissed me sparks flew thats when I realized that I'm falling in love with Dan Howell