even closer [thorki oneshots]

the kiss

He whispered something I couldn't understand, he took my hands in his and put them on his arms kissing me slowly on the cheek.

I didn't know what to do — it was my first time when someone was that close to me. He smiled warmly, seeing my confusion so I looked away.

"Hey, don't be scared, what's going on?" he asked while touching my hair and slowly getting closer to my body.
"You know that I don't know what to do, brother. It's embarrassing." I rolled my eyes still not looking at him. He chuckled softly as he turned my head to his direction.

"I don't know either when I see you..." Thor held me tigher in the waist and pushed me on the bed - I saw his face so close to mine and I realized that something wasn't okay this time.
"Ow, wait, it hurts..." I hissed in pain feeling how my fingers tangled into my hair, I thought that Thor would wait for a moment or even help me, but instead of it he only pinned me harder to the bed and started to kiss me.

I still wasn't sure what to do, how I should behave. I couldn't even move my hand, moreover I couldn't move at all.
His arms were much stronger than my thin body. I just closed my eyes and gave him the right to lead over me.
Thor kissed me on the lips still whispering some romantic stuff about our relation, current position and me in general.

Probably he wanted to turn me on but instead of it, his words and kisses on the neck end up with my laugh that I couldn't stop.
"Wha-what's so funny?" he asked suprised a bit.
"I don't know, it tickles" I looked in his eyes still giggling and he smiled again.

"You are so adorable when you laugh, you should spend more time with me instead of reading" he said and then I found out that he is trying to unbutton my shirt ineptly. "You know already more than me! What books have what I don't, hm?"

I just rolled my eyes and I started to unbutton my shirt by myself. "Are you jealous?" he raised himself for a moment just watching me doing his work.

"You can't be romantic even for a moment, can't you?" he asked with disappointment in his eyes. I sighed and put fingers in my hair again,
"Oh no, what happened to me? I am entangled again, what I should do now?" I said with theatrical helplessness.

I noticed how much his face changed when he put his hand on my cheek, forcing me to look into his blue, excited eyes, then kissed me hard in the lips and I knew, that this time I am done and he is going to show me no mercy.

I decided to engage a bit more, so I kissed him quickly doing our kiss list much deeper than before. It felt very weird but it was one of the most interesting pleasures in my life. I hissed again when I realized that he's bitting my lips, then he left some bruises on my neck, then my chest and arms.

I've never felt those emotions that hard in my entire life.
To this day I didn't even thought about our realation in this way, everything happened so fast that I couldn't focus on anything, even after that.

It felt like I've just read an incredible book that made it impossible for me to live my own life, but this time,
I still felt his lips on my whole body, his warm hands on my cold skin, still heard his deep-tone words that I've never heard in my life and I still could notice bruises that he had done on my neck.

Kissing is much better than any book.