Jacob's Imprint?

Chapter 4

Luna POV

The war just ended, in the end I had agreed to go. I went to the training with them after a lot of convincing and I was sitting next to Sam the whole time. Jacob wasn't talking to me at all, avoiding looking at me at any cause and even though it hurt for him to do so I was kinda thankful. It mean I didn't have to face him more than I already had to. But it hurt listening to Jake's thoughts as he kissed Bella but I quickly blocked his thoughts before my mind was even more blank and hurt so that I could recover in time before the battle.

"Leah don't!" I hear and looked her direction to see one of the newborns holding her by her neck. I started running her way but Jacob got to her first. As the newborn got behind him I knocked it down away from Jacob but it ended with the new born on top of me and crushing my side making me whine loudly and the newborn threw me to the floor as I shifted with tears running from my eyes.

"Luna.. hold on Carlisle gonna take care of you." His voice was a blur to me as I try to keep my eyes open but the pain was too much.

"The bones on the right side of her body are shattered." I hear another voice say.

"I need to set the bones before her accelerated healing kicks in." I hear as I start blinking and everything around me was blurry.

"Luna don't close your eyes please." Jake.. I blink my eyes some more to stare into his worried eyes.

"Jake." I mumble.

"I'm here. I'm right here just please don't close your eyes." I heard his voice and voices in the back ground before I felt the boys carrying my body that someone had thrown a jacket over. I could barely breath as this was happening.

Jacob's POV

It felt like my life was being taken away from me as I heard her scream. Every scream that came from her made me stop breathing. I felt them looking at me as I lean on the wall crunched down with my hands in my hair but I didn't care. Kissing Bella before the battle had calmed me down but it had messed with my head. I didn't feel anything other than accomplishment knowing that she had asked me to kiss her and that I could get on Edwards nerves.. yet it felt so wrong.

I felt like I had betrayed Luna, like I myself had killed her for doing that. When I saw her move over me taking the leech away from me and taking the blow for herself it felt like my world had stopped in the worst way possible. Everything was red for me as I killed the leech ripping it to pieces for even touching her.

"Are you ok?" My eyes snapped to Bella who was standing there and I couldn't help but glare at her.

"What do you think?" My words were dripping with venom making her take a step back.

"Why are you like this?" Her voice sounded scared as I see Paul pull her behind him.

"That's enough Jacob. It's not her fault." Paul says making me pull on my hair.

"I should've listened to Luna.." I mumble looking down at the ground.

"I should've chosen her and not you." My voice was dripping with hurt and anger at myself as I looked at Bella.

"What?" Bella asked hurt in her voice.

"Why are you even here?" I got up and walk closer to her Paul still in the way.

"I.. I was worried for her." I laugh sarcastically.

"Sure." I say with sarcasm and I hear the door open as I purposely bump against Paul's shoulder walking towards Carlisle.

"The worst is over. She'll be alright." I sigh at the words slowly my anger left my body.

"I gave her some morphine but her body temperature will burn it off soon. I'll come back to set up a drip." Carlisle says before looking at me.

"She's asking for you." That's all I needed to know to walk in rushing to her room.. the room we used to spend so much time in as kids. My heart dropped at the sight of her, she looked tired, sweaty, her right side was bandaged up and as soon as her eyes met mine I fell to my knees.

"I'm sorry.. I'm sorry for hurting you, I'm sorry for being an ass, I'm sorry for abandoning you, I'm sorry for rejecting you, I'm sorry for putting you through hell.. I'm sorry for kissing Bella today.. it felt so wrong to kiss her.. and now I understand why. I've always loved you Luna.. it's always been you and I was so head bent on denying this part of me that I denied you.. I let Bella hurt me all to be able to feel like I had a choice but in reality I didn't because it's always been you. You were always there for me when Bella left, you were the one there for our first day of high school when I was so nervous, you were the one there when I was sick not caring you'd get sick too.. I.. I'm in love with you Luna and it took you getting hurt for me to realize that and I'm so sorry." I see her give me a pained smile.

"It's ok.. I'm glad you weren't hurt." Her words caused tears to fall from my eyes like a waterfall. What is wrong with her? I was the one that was suppose to get hurt not her. I hurt her so much yet she still forgives me?

"I don't deserve you Luna." I say making her let out a small chuckle with a small cry.

"Then it's a good thing you don't get to choose that.. now come'er." She said as I got up and got to my knees again as her left hand caressed my cheek while her eyes looked into mine. It's been so long since I even looked her in the eyes let alone actually touching her. I put my hand over hers as a tear slipped out and she cleaned it away.

"Please don't cry.. watching you cry hurts more than my right side." She says giving me a small smile.

"How can you be fine with this? I hurt you, I abandoned you, I-" Her hand moved to cover my mouth before her thumb caressed my bottom lip as she looked at it.

"Because I imprinted on you.. I was ready to even be your rebound if that's what you needed Jake.. I'd do anything for you." More tears fell form my eyes and all I wanted to do was hug her and kiss her.

"Jacob.." I hear her voice say softly.

"Yes?" I ask moving my hand to her cheek as she closes her eyes.

"I love you." I smile and lean down to kiss her forehead.

"I love you more." I say as she smiled softly and I hear her breathing slow down telling me she was asleep.