Struck with stupidity called love.
Jisung was on his 9th grade, together with Felix—Felix who bear with his friend's stubbornness until now— and Minho was on his 10th grade.
Jisung and Minho barely see or go to 'dates' now. The heartthrob said he's busy from his school works—Felix snickered to his alibi knowing the fact that Jisung was the one who's doing ALL of his works.
One day, Minho started to hangout with this Japanese girl, Rin. She's hot, perfect body curve, slim legs. Typical hottie, but on different level from Jisung, obviously.
Han Jisung realized and knows Minho's only using him. He also knows that he's cheating. It's obvious. He only doesn't want to admit it and he doesn't want to give up just, maybe just maybe, Minho cared for him just a little bit.
It hurts. It hurts to pretend that you're okay but obviously, you aren't. All this bullying craps he experienced cannot be compared and leveled on the hurt he's experiencing from Minho.
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Here he was, at the venue of the Prom, Pink-violet lights filled the hall with soft music in the background.
Here he was, on his suffocating suit and tie together with felix by his side.
Here he was, panting from running, because his "boyfriend" "forgot" to pick him up.
Here he was, watching Lee Minho eating Rin's face.
Here he was, feeling his heart tearing into pieces.
"M-minho h-hyung" Jisung called out, voice cracking. Felix hold his soft, fatty back to comfort and support his friend.
Minho and Rin didn't stop on eating each other's face. Then Jisung lost it.
Jisung run with his heavy feet towards Rin and grabbed a fistful of hair, breaking away from their kiss.
"Hey! What's your prob—" Minho shouted, but stopped when he saw Jisung.
"LET GO OFF ME FATTY!" Rin yelled, as he scratched Jisung's arm.
Jisung let go of the girl as he run for a hug from minho.
At his dismay, Minho only pushed him, causing him to stumble to the ground.
"w-why? d-don't you l-love m-me anymore hyung??" Jisung questioned the older.
The students started to laugh together with Minho and Rin.
"Oh my gosh! Han Jisung, the Pig" Minho snickered. "Do you think someone will like you? Hell even blind people will hesitate to date you!"
On that, laughters became louder.
"You see, the only reason I talked to you was because of my homeworks, I don't even want to interact with you. Not with that fats—Ew." Minho mocked.
"Jisung, wake up from your dreams. You're a disgusting pig, know your place. Go to a zoo or something maybe there you'll find a soulmate." Minho pulled Rin and crawled his hand on her waist.
Jisung sat on the dirty floor, tears streaming from his eyes, absorbing every details of this unfortunate event.
Lucky he was, Felix was there to guide him to stand up despite of his weight.
"Now GO! Go pig! Cheer yourself up with your foods like you always do. From now on, don't show your face to me, unless you're willing to do my homework—" Before minho continue his statement
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Jisung snickered.
"Did you just snickered pig?!" Minho furrowed his brows.
"Oh hell yeah I did Minho." Jisung raised his head, his double chin disappeared as he look around to observe the students who's surrounding him and felix.
Minho and other people around furrowed their eyebrows from the lack of respect and honorifics from the fatty.
"Do you want to know why I snickered? I was laughing at myself, realizing how dumb I was for not realizing it sooner— that you're only using me. How fool I was to believe you love me..."
"...and how thick faced are you, really? You still expect me to do your homework? Oh geez, Hell yeah I was dumb for you. Well surprise, WAS "
"Now, take your time and go back to what you're doing with your bitch"
Jisung once again averted his glare away from minho and roamed his eyes to see the faces of the people in the area, who's together with minho, laughing at him.
He saw Chan, Changbin, Seungmin, Hyunjin and Woojin, faces who're recognizable since they're in minho's group. He saw familiar faces of girls, Sana, Lisa, Jennie, Nayeon, and more faces from upper grade level.
"ALL OF YOU! PEOPLE OF THIS CRAPPY SCHOOL! I WISH YOU ROT IN HELL WITH THIS JERK!" Jisung pointed at minho "I WISH YOU EXPERIENCE THE PAIN FROM YOUR OWN WORDS YOU USED TO ME. I WISH YOU EXPERIENCE THE PAIN FROM THE SLIT ON YOUR WRIST WHEN YOU CUT YOURSELF! I WISH YOU EXPERIENCE STARVING YOURSELF HOPING THAT MAYBE TOMORROW YOU'LL LOSE WEIGHT WHEN YOU WAKE UP! I WISH YOU EXPERIENCE BEING LAUGHED AT! I WISH YOU EXPERIENCE CRYING EVERY NIGHT OVER THE SAME REASON!" Jisung shouted pointing in every direction he wants. He cried in front of the people that caused his pain.
"I wish you experience my pain. I wish you experience the feeling of being used by the person you love." Jisung faced minho while saying this.
"I will show you what you've lost"
Jisung stared at minho with empty eyes.
"This is not a threat Lee Minho, this is a promise. And don't worry, I won't break my promise like you did."
With that Jisung and Felix walked out of the hall leaving the students there, quiet and shocked maybe guilty too, from all the things Jisung said.
Minho doesn't know why but he have uneasy feeling after that event.
After that day, Jisung didn't go to school, nor the next school year nor the next. He simply vanished.
