It's the moment when I realized your worth.
Jisung's time and space at the very first moment froze when he felt Minho's lips on his. Never did they shared something so intimate before, not even a hug.
Minho moved his own lips despite the lack of reaction from the younger. Jisung's lips were wet and sweet, very different from the girls he kissed before. It's tingly and funny feeling. At that moment, his regrets doubled. He regretted why he wasted this young man before. He regretted why he wasted his chance to kiss this wonderful male.
Minho pulled away from the kiss and stared at the blonde in front of him. He kissed the back of his hand and said.
"Hey, I promise I won't waste this chance this time. Be patient with me til I get better, worthy to stand by your side. 'Kay? I really like you, Han Jisung" Minho confessed.
Jisung only manage to nod in response. He blushed extremely, to the point that it seems he was about to explode. Jisung stood up and was about to go.
"d-don't w-waste y-your c-ch-chance!!!!" Jisung stuttered as he sprinted out of the room. Minho can hear him muttering 'stupid jisung' rapidly.
Minho just smiled at himself while touching his lips.
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The blonde's dillema might not be an actual problem. He's just afraid that he'll be hurt again from the same reason and person, he can't afford to feel that again. In those two years of hard work and effort, he also build his walls to protect his heart. The last thing he want to feel was heartache and Minho might give it to him again if he act and decide carelessly.
But, He wasn't a bad person to stay angry and hateful for a long time, well despite that he suffered severely.
Jisung thought that the world have many bigger problem to deal with and to be taken care of, so instead of hating a certain problem and person for long, why not help to fix the bigger issue that is beneficial for many?
Jisung isn't a Saint nor a God to forgive mistakes easily but he's capable. It only takes a small push and a pinch of sincerity, that's why he gave Minho a shot.
Jisung hopes that Minho isn't bad at he seems so he tried. Plus, Everyone is capable of change like himself, well physically, but it's also doable, emotionally and mentally.
So here he was, spacing out while felix was blabbering something about their science project.
"Hey sungie?!" Felix waved his hands in front of Jisung's face. "Are you listening???"
Jisung blinked numerous time before adopting to the scene he was in, " Uhm... sorry what was that?"
The deep-voice boy sighed loudly, "I was saying that we should probably buy the things we needed to create our project—Why are you even spacing out!?"
"Uh-uhmm I'll tell you next time, I'm not in the condition to talk about it right now. I'm sorry, Lix." Jisung looked down at his lap.
"It's okay sungie, Tell me about it when you're comfortable with it." Felix carressed the back of his best friend.
"Thanks...Anyways, We'll be doing a 3D model of the heart right?" Jisung inquired.
"Yeah, I suggest we should just use Clay and just make it hard with polisher."
"Then we'll go for it. Let's fetch Innie first—his last period was about to end. Then let's go to nearest shop. 'kay?" Jisung suggested. The latter just nodded while picking up his bag.
