OVERPROTECTIVE

CHAPTER 1

Daniels P.O.V
I was lying on my bed being overtaken with my thoughts,again.
It has been the third day since I've been up at 3a.m. All these thoughts I have is the only thing that I think about now a days I wish they could all just go away.

With everything that's happened I can't help but think about it. My friend well at least I think he's my friend maybe more than a friend. I can tell he's been worried about me but I just can't tell him. See, I've liked Jonah for a few months now but he doesn't know it cause I'm afraid it'll ruin my friendship with him.

So it's been about 3-4 months ago since it all went down.When my girlfriend,yes I had a girlfriend or should I say ex- girlfriend was cheating on me.Yes all relationships are the same they all turn out the same at the end just like movies the good guy always wins and the bad guy loses.Its the same as relationships.If your lucky you might have one that will last.

So since me and my ex- girlfriend was dating I loved her to pieces I would've done everything for her if anything happened to her I would've hugged her kissed her do anything to make her feel better. But I just didn't think she had the same feeling for me.

Our relationship was pretty strong as most relationships start out to be until she said she just didn't know if she could trust me at all. I told her that I would do anything for her even travel to the moon and back 10 times. She told me that she believed me and that she loved me but I could tell the guilt in her eyes she still didn't believe me.

A few days had passed and I got a bit worried when me and her would text it was barely a conversation just like how are you and what are you doing and ok and I love you bye I'll talk to you later.I always felt like she was hiding something but she said she believed me and I believed her.

It has been a few days since I have talked to her and I was getting very worried to the point where I was getting random people I knew and  that she knew to try and text her. I've been trying to call her and facetime her for days and she wouldn't answer.

It has been a few weeks until she finally answered back she said to meet her at the place where I asked her out and we would talk there. So I got there and there she was sitting there waiting for me. I sat down next to her and all she did was stare at the ground obviously I didn't know what was going on all of these thoughts and questions circling around in my head.

I asked her what's been going on and why she's been so distant lately and she said- she said that she's lost hope in our relationship that she didn't like how I was how every time she went to school everyone would say why are with him just look at him you deserve so much better and got to the point where she just believed them.She didn't like my personality, she didn't like how I look, and she didn't like the feeling of not being able to trust me. So...she found another guy...she said he made her feel whole agin it's been a few weeks since she's met him and hanging out with him that she completely forgot about me. I could see the tears streaming across her face and it just broke my heart into pieces.

She said she loved me she really did you hear that "did".She said she just couldn't juggle two relationships at the same time so she just had to end one. And it's been awhile for her to choose but she finally came to the conclusion that she just wasn't in love with me anymore. And that right there is when she started sobbing to the point where she couldn't stop because she could tell I was on the verging of crying. All I could say was "So.....all of this time....you've been cheating on me...and you didn't have the courage to tell me until just now?" She said yes and all I could really do now was stare at the ground with my heart broke in two.

So it's been about a few months since it's happened and I've been looking at posts of her new "boyfriend" and she really looked happy. Meanwhile, I couldn't take it anymore I really just didn't want to talk to anyone it got to the point where I started cutting badly. I didn't really feel like doing anything at any day I didn't feel productive at all. I've known Jonah since forever and he's pretty much the one who brought me back and made me feel like I was whole again. But still he's just so overprotective and I can't bring it to him all these feelings and thoughts I have ever since then. I don't know if I love him because I know he would never love me. But maybe one day his love for me will become true. Well, let me try and get some sleep......hopefully.

So, I've started on the first chapter and maybe the second chapter will be out either tomorrow or sometime this week if I have time and I really enjoy this story so far hopefully you do too. Also follow me on my fan account @ helpfulmarais on Instagram and if you have any suggestions or feedback about the story so far please feel free to dm me:)