OVERPROTECTIVE

CHAPTER 3

Daniel

It's been about a week right now and I'm at home. Jonah is away to god knows where like always. And I'm sick I've been sick for about 3 days. And I'm worried.

I know Jonah is my friend, maybe even more, but he still doesn't know. I've been drinking and smoking I always buy some at the gas station a few blocks from our apartment. The boys don't know either they don't really know a lot of things.

So I already went through a box of my cigarettes and half a box of beer but Jonah still doesn't know. I don't want him to because I don't want him to be worried about me like always. Whenever I drink or smoke it takes me away to peace a feeling I've never felt before and it feels good to just finally escape from these thoughts even for just a moment.

But it always feels good to be in Jonah's arms I know he's been suspicious about why I've been so out of it lately and not talking to people but I'm very scared because I don't want to get into it with him

to make him think I'm weak.....

....or better yet....

to never forgive me.

Hi guys so I know it's been about a week or so since the last chapter but now it's summer and I've been so busy but maybe I'll have a lot more time to update also don't forget my fan account on Instagram is @ helpfulmarais and you can always give me feedback/suggestions/questions you have about my story so far:)