US TWO: BOOK 1

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Chaeyoung

This was after the scene in the living room where Chaeyoung hid Mina's phone

I sigh real deep as i flopped my self on my bed "that was really, really interesting" I said as I held my chest.

"What is this?" I asked myself feeling my heart beat fast, faster than my normal heartbeat. In fact it can actually reach 25km/hr if that even make sense

"Her smell though." I can still smell her scent. "it probably sticks to my shirt because we are so close with each other. What the! Why are you thinking about her!" I said to my self screaming internally.

"Those touches, how she caress my body slowly. I don't know why I'm still thinking about it" I shake my head really fast to wake body from the reality

"My mind is being filled up with my thought of you Mina unnie. I can't think straight" I confess on the air like Mina unnie is listening.

"I can't sleep at night without thinking of you and our first kiss. The day can't pass without you passing through my mind. It really confuses me. What is this feeling?"

"I have this things going on inside my stomach every time i see you. I always have the urge to annoy you because I know you don't like people teasing you but I have the thing to tease you more because that's how I will get close to you"

"I really want to talk to you, you probably think that I am so stubborn because my mouth keeps on saying things and keeps blabbering even though I know you're just forcing your self" I chuckled

"I don't really know. Ever since that kiss I became problematic, thinking if what I am feeling is normal if you kiss someone especially a girl" i mumble my thought out loud

"I never really experienced any of this before. I don't know what is this. Is this affection? Attraction? Infatuation? Perhaps Love?" I laugh nervously

"Pfff nah! It's not love Chaeyoung prbably just those previous three. Love is really deeper than that. Right?" I asked my self "who are you kidding you don't know anything about those things you just said! Whaaaa!" I kicked the air in confusion and anger at my self

"Is it normal though? My heart, my stomach? Those shivers when she spoke at my ear. Those blood rushing through my face when I am embarassed at her? When she caught me looking at her while sleeping when I came to her room"

"Geez Chaeyoung are those signs of being in love? Do I love her?"
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I have stayed silent for a moment thinking and realizing.. "I do love her" i said to my self. "But that can't be- I'm a girl, she is a girl. We are both girls!" I panicked

"That can't be right that's against the bible! My mother would really be upset to me if She knows this" i started to overthink things

"But how can I know that she have the same feelings? I didn't even know if she is gay" i faced palm my self and screamed on top of my lungs while my face is stuffed in the bed

"You are a one weird kid" i stopped screaming "what the! I can even hear her voice even in my head" "what are you talking about! I am here" is it what i think it is?

"AAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!" I jump from my bed as I realized that Mina unnie is in my room. "Wh-hat are y-you doing h-here?"i asked with my panicked high voice pitch

"You're screaming. Even though you stuffed your face on the pillow I can still here you. And you are also thinking out loud, literally" Mina unnie said

"What! Did you here something else?" I asked in nervousness "God please! I hope she didn't here anything I said about her" I silently prayed "other than that whole "I can hear her voice in my head" " she mimicked.

"No I didn't here anything embarrassing. And dinner is ready so get up" she said before she leave my room. I sigh and thank God.

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Finally Chaeyoung realize it now that story is getting more and more interesting now.