Without You, Rainbow is Colorless

1. English Version

I swear; there is no woman I adore; besides you.

[Highschool!AU]

She is pretty since she was born and she is good at playing cello. Historia and I have a lot of differences just like the sky and the earth. That girl really like classical music, while I am a vocalist and guitarist of a rock 'n roll band. Every time we walked in the school corridor, everyone always mocked me and her: The Queen and the Gardener. Of course, I was pissed off and reproached them with a bunch of swear and curse words. Meanwhile, Historia was just giving a bitter smile while holding my fingers. She didn't care about the world's rebuke.

Almost every man in our school or maybe in the street would compete to trade every single thing that they had just for dating Historia. Because she was perfect, in fact she looked more perfect when she became my girlfriend. It's not a surprise at all knowing the fact that I had more haters than her. I have no light to shine, but she has. She was like gold among soot. She was also the brightest star in the Milky Way. And I was the dark thing that made her shine even brighter.

Without noticing it, we have been together for two years. This year was the last semester of our study in school. It meant that we would focus on the university. I hadn't thought about the university yet. Probably, I would go to university in Boston or Harvard, but it was impossible for me. Because besides being stupid, I had a big dream with my band. We wanted to be more serious and focus after signing a contract with an indie label. Because of that, I had no interest in going to college.

"Eren, they ask for my help to play cello at the ball. What do you think?" She looked at my face, then her socks several times. As if the socks had the same name as me.

"They? Who are they?" I frowned and got confused. I didn't know if it was because of her question or how she looked at her socks. We were sitting on the floor and leaning against my bed.

"They are the ball's committee, Eren." Historia sighed. "You didn't listen to me, did you?"

"My bad." I turned my head to her and looked at her with a regretful expression. "Why they don't ask my band instead?" I continued with a relaxed tone.

Historia giggled. Her face slowly turned red. I felt curious about her behavior today. "Oh, Eren. You know that it's impossible." She shook her head. And it felt like I was stabbed by a knife right in my heart. This beautiful creature … did she just underestimate me?

"My band can sing ballad song." I protested. "It's just you guys haven't heard it."

"But you fit your own style." Historia leaned her head on my shoulder. She rubbed my chest softly. "You look great whenever you are 'screaming' while singing. I like that about you, Eren."

Our bodies were getting closer. I hugged Historia's body and pecked her lips. There was a fruity flavor in her lips that made me addicted to it. It was probably because of the lipgloss that Historia put on her small lips. Those lips looked tempting for me to kiss them again and again.

"So, will you play cello?" I held myself before I snogged her again. I could feel she nodded and hugged me tighter. "If you play cello, with whom will I dance?" I whispered right in front of her earhole. Without realizing, my hand slipped into her hair and I played with her hair's tip. Soft and blonde.

Historia seceded from my hug and looked at my eyes closely. Her expression was like she was thinking about something and she bit her own lower lip several times. I couldn't help myself not to kiss her. This time, she kissed me back. For a while we forgot about what we were talking about before this kiss began.