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[jennie is 12 yrs old in here]

NO ONE POV✔️

jennie was sitting in the bed feeling no emotion on her self,she felt empty and heavy,she was getting beaten up almost everyday making her barely sleep at night,she was looking at her wounds that were almost healed,but she decided to do something...something not good for her.

she stood off in the bed and approached the wooden drawer,she grabbed the clean razor and started doing her business.
she was suffering from depression but the only thing that makes her alright is the one she was holding right now,it makes her relieved she doesn't feel any pain because she already got used to it.

then she slid the razor in her hand,she slid it through her wounds that were about to heal,she decided to wound it again good as new.

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JENNIE POV:
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"where have you been?!"i flinched to the familiar voice downstairs,the voice of my mother.

i quickly hid the razor to its spot which is the drawer,then i grabbed some bandage and started to attached it to my cuts one by one.

"why do you even care?!"a manly voice answered my mom.

i rushed downstairs and saw them shouting to eachother like they used to do.

i cant do anything cause i'll get punished badly and i dont want that to happen anymore.

i remember the day i tried to stop them from trying to kill eachother,i got whipped in the back and locked up in the basement for weeks.

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i was tired of hearing them argue so i head back stairs and plopped myself on my bed.

my room was gloomy and pale almost like black and white,it kinda fits my own self...sadness

while i was thinking deeply i heard a thud noise downstairs.
the sound almost makes me fell of the bed but thankfully i still managed to control myself from falling.

*glass smash sound*

*thud*

"STOP IT!"

urgh!,i wish i can mute sounds so i can sleep peacefully.

i was curious whats going on downstairs but i only think that it will be the same.so i slowly drifted to my sleep as my vision started to get darker.

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i woke up feeling thirsty,my throat was dry as a dessert.
i needed some full glass of water.
i sit straight to my bed and checked out my window,there were no stars twinkling in the sky and the moon was only can be seen,

i took a glance on the clock

"2:47..am"
i mumbled with a raspy voice.

i landed my two feet in the cold ground.
and slowly walks towards the door.
i creaked the door open hearing no more sound of arguing.

weird..i know that they will still be arguing in this kind of time.

i tiptoed down in the stairs while i rubbed my eyes with my fingers trying to fix my slightly blurried vision.

when i was heading towards the kitchen,the lights were on..

once i took a step i heard some noise.
i cant even pronounce what it was.

when i was finally in the kitchen....i realized that i regret on going here.
i shouldn't have entered i shouldn't have woken up.

i wasn't ready for this,this isn't even what i've wanted.

my body felt numb and weak,my legs and arms were trembling in fear.
my tears are slowly falling in my cheecks,i can feel the sweat on my forehead.

i covered my mouth with my both hands and tarted to shook my head intensly,as if i was not accepting what already has happened.

my both eyes were darted to my father who was stabbing my mom furiously in the chest where the heart was located.
he was on top of my mother who was lifelessly dead laying in the blooded ground.

i can feel my stomach acting funny,while my mind was in pure mess.

i was shocked and scared..

i cant even speak out,my feet was backing up telling me to ran away.

"oh...jennie-ahh you are here did i woke you up?"he asked sending me chills around my body.

i didnt answered his question,and i just stand here with a frighten look.
his eyes were deadly and dark..
thinking that he has no regret on killing mom.

"everything in this house made me miserable!,im so fvcking done!
hahahaha!."he smiled widely and his eyes are almost popping out.his knuckles are slowly showing up.

"but before i celebrate..i must kill you too!"

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to be continued
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