Suicide.

- Sorry -

i'm sorry. whether it be for this being written at all or the way this story may do to others. the way i will "help" someone commit again. or if the way i phrase things isn't helpful enough. how these come out as suicide letters every time. 

i'm sorry. to my friends who think that i am strong enough to fight through this. this book will prove that so wrong and the ending will not be a happy one, i can just tell.

i'm sorry. to rick, who never deserved a bit of sorry or empathy from me but has gotten a lot of it. sorry for saying sorry to much, or not taking more care of you. or not contacting you more. sorry that the words in my head came out and you got every drop of it... sort of..

i'm sorry. to momma, i know i don't talk to you like i used to. i struggle in quiet and somehow my living messes up your life. i'm sorry i can't keep my room clean or my grades up. i'm sorry i can't be your perfect daughter.. or even a daughter... i'm sorry..

-Dan