If you hate him, why did you kiss him?

If you hate him, why did you kiss him Chp 4

SARAH

The atmosphere in this house was beautiful and I thought I knew that he was different to everything that the Magazines said.

I shook my head thinking what a fool I had been and what a kind respectful man he was. I was so shocked at this.

I walked down the hall and saw photos of him and his family, I saw a picture of him when he was young.

I saw on the wall a picture of him, well it looked like it was him with a small boy at his side. I was alone and by myself as Jason and his mum caught up.

I never had a relationship with my parents like that, it was always study hard so you can become a doctor or architect or vet.

When I told them that I wanted to do art as a living my dad never spoke to me again and my mum and I kept a shaky relationship.

The rain started pouring and I knew that I couldn't walk home in this and so did his family so his mum invited me over for dinner.

She was an amazing cook, that's probably where Jason picked it up from. "Thanks, this looks really nice." I said.

It was a chicken and mushroom risotto and I ate it all, that's how good it was. After that he went to talk with his mum and sister and I could tell that they wanted to catch up so I left them alone and while they were busy talking I slipped out.

I was so tired and I was walking along the beach sinking my feet into the sand. I know it was cold and rainy but I didn't care, I was going to walk in the rain on the beach if it killed me.

I closed my eyes and listened to the orchestra of thunder and lightning and the smashing waves. Slowly but surely I was making my way back home leaving all my hate for Jason behind, deep down I kind of liked kissing him.

JASON

My mum and I had so much to catch up and talk about. We talked for ages and it wasn't until about fifteen minutes I realised Sarah wasn't in the room with us any more.

I thought she would of told me that she was going but I remembered that she was a Uni student and had to get some rest.

I decided to stay at my mums house that night. I was so happy I got to sleep in my old room, the rain fell on the tin roof of our house and I knew that I as home. This is where things in my mind became clear and that night and I was so greatful for everything. I lay awake in bed that night and deep down in my heart I kind of liked kissing Sarah.

SARAH

When I finally got home I was soaked, I was too tired for a shower so I changed out of my soaked clothes and went to sleep.

My dreams were long and happy, I dreamt of life as a super star a famous artist and then I woke up from it and when I checked the clock it was 2 am.

I tossed and turned and all I could think about was whether to trust Jason or not. I needed to tell Carla and I needed a friends advice.

I walked to the kitchen and I saw my cell phone, I toyed with the idea of giving him my cell phone number.

I opened the fridge and looked inside, hmm that's funny I don't remember chicken in there. The rain was still poring and to be honest I was loving it.

I picked up some food and water and sat at my table. I was in the dark eating chicken and drinking water, cool life. I couldn't sleep so I wondered what Jason was doing and this time I did care.

JASON

I couldn't sleep I kept thinking about other things and then it struck me, I was worried about meeting up with Ashley.