Inquisitive

Chapter 4| I don't understand

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After Razz reached his own AU, he quickly gets out from the basement and went to his bedroom. He felt his body became hotter than usual while his hands were trembling. His SOUL was pulsing rapidly, making his breath became quicker. Oh, he knows this feeling. Great. Just great. Why now? Is it because of Ink?

Suddenly he remembers how Ink's eyes stare intensely towards him when their eyes met. Ink's eyes were colored in bloody red and it's felt like this is the first time Razz saw him who he truly is.

" Do you understand, Razz? " asked Ink.

Razz want to argue with him- about Error- however he paused and Razz will be a fool if he didn't notice how sharp Ink's tone was and how cold his eyes were, demanding him to obey his order. Ink acts like he was someone that superior than him. Expecting him to trust him blindly, like he knows everything that Razz didn't know. Thinking that Razz was still a kid that can't bear anything about the harsh world. Ink act like-

( " -but I can help yo- "

" You don't know anything, Sans! You just a mindless kid. Just get out from here and never disturb me again "

" Dad, I- "

" Now " )

- Razz covered his face with his hand and let out an exasperated sigh from his mouth. He wants to say something to Ink yet, he hides his irritation quickly since he can't argue with The Creator. He knows that the moment he talks back to Ink, Ink will try to convince him to do as what he said since - of course - he's a God, he knows everything and - of course, once again - it was Ink's responsible for everyone's safety as he is everyone Guardian and he didn't want Razz to come near Error since Error is a dangerous monster. But the way Ink asked - more like ordered- him, make him feel-

" Fuck! "

He punched the wall with his hand that still covered in his own glove. A little crack formed on the bare wall, though Razz didn't care about them right now. He took a long breath and let it out slowly, doing what Blueberry taught him whenever he felt rage. Come on, he can do this. He already comes this far- a month without going berserk. He can do this. Yeah, he ca-

His reflection stare at him when Razz's eyes darted at his mirror. He looks so ...weak, so small. His skull looks pale, almost white as some snow outside his house. His trembling body also didn't help him felt confident in himself either. He looks like..like... a-

( " Hmm, what do we have here? Hey brat, don't you know that this is not a playground?" asked the bear while his hand holding Razz upside-down. A smirk plastered on his face when Razz wriggled in his grasp.

" Ow, did the little baby wants to escape for this old man? Heh, you need to try harder, baby bone." The bear let out a heavy chuckled when Razz growled at him.

" If you think that thing will scare me, you really don't know how this world work, kid. In here, the strong one will kill while the weak one-" the hairy creature gave him a toothy grin "-will be killed. Can you guess who's gonna get kil- " )

An animalistic growl escaped from Razz throat before he smashed the mirror using his summoned bones. His magic crackling in his body- purring to let them out. He can't decipher between memories and realities anymore.

( He can hear the wail of that disgusting creature who's right now was covering half of his face. Crimson blood trickled between his paws. Razz gripped his razor bone that holds an eyeball which covered in fresh blood.