Going back and trying to remember all of the people who have ever left you is quite a strange thing to do.
I'm not sure when I started doing it, often looking back in the past.
Or just looking at the people who have left.
I do understand that people leave overtime, not everyone can stay, and/or you grew apart.
I get it.
I really do.
But.
For some reason I obsess over it.
First Dad- He didn't want you.
Then
Auntie- She'd rather be dead then take care of you anyways.
WyWy- He didn't even want to stay long enough to really meet his big failure of a brother.
Lela- Your not a perfect "grandchild"
Why the hell would she stay to protect you.
Katt- She just needed a toy to play with till she was bored, and you were already broken, of course she wouldn't keep you for long idiot.
Bruno- Honestly I bet that damn dog never really liked you, didn't it bite you that one time?
Tyler- He rather kill himself then continue to be friends with such a messed up person such as yourself.
Hey- here's and idea, maybe kill yourself too. Everyone would clearly appreciate it seeing as you're so unwanted already.
M- You knew she F you over in the end but you still decided to be her friend. Aren't you just the smartest?
Now she's hurt you.
But you're used to it aren't you, so you'll just move on.
Lost another.
Oh that's fine.
Keep walking it's not like it really matters.
Everyone's going to leave you.
Hey really,
Why not just beat them all to it?
And just kill yourself already.
Really, do us all a favor.
Please.
