Why do I look like this?
Why do I sound like this?
Why do I smell like this?
Why do I feel like this?
Why do I have this here?
What's the point of these?
Why must I carry these large useless weights on my chest?
Why am I missing...why is there a gap between my legs?
What's wrong with me?
Why am I like this?
Why am I so messed up?
Why
Why
Why
WHY
?????????????
I don't want to be like this.
It's disgusting.
It's wrong.
It's ugly.
It feels so wrong.
I feel so lost.
I feel like I'm not supposed to be here, definitely not like this.
Why am I such a freak?
Why is the shell that I'm inside of feel so foreign?
When will I be me?
Why can't I be me now?
I hate this shell.
