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you can tell me; Nick Mara

For christianna
I hope you like it

Nick has been acting funny lately.

He's bearly says a word to me after he told me about him not feeling the same way about me anymore.

It wasn't even a messy break up.
But it still hurt. I loved him.

I mean, I was his Best friend. He should feel comfortable around me right.

Ugh. He makes everything so complicated.

I snapped out of my thoughts when u hear him open my front door.

Why did I give him my spare key again?

"What do you want", I say, slightly annoyed.

"Can we talk", he says not hearing my attitude.

All the anger flew from my head and I sat down. I nodded for him to join me.

"What is it ?" I say softly.

" Your gonna hate me so much...." He says , with his head in his hands.

I hold his arm and he looks at me.

"You can tell me", I say smiling.

He looks up and sighs.

"The reason I wanted to break up isnt really about me not feeling the same about you. The truth is I always felt like I was lying to you. I don't feel that way about girls in general..."

He looks at me like he wanted me to piece what he was saying together.

"What are you saying, Nick", I say bluntly.

"I don't know", he says.

"What do you mean 'you don't know' ",I say ,standing.

"I think I'm gay" he spits.

I freeze.

He looks as if he wants to take it back but he can't.

"Why didn't you say that a year ago. Nick—nick I would have understood". I say quietly.

"I thought you would judge me , I guess. I don't know christianna" he says running his fingers through his hair as he stood.

I grab his hand as he walks towards the door.

He looks at me sadly.

I kiss him on the cheek and saying his ear:

"Your secret is safe with me"

He smiles and nods.

I let him leave.

It'll be hard but have to support him.

And the first step is to let him go.

The ending was trash I know ....but hope you enjoyed it anyway.

Bye loves-

Daniyah.🌹💋