"I'm not afriad because of you."

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Lullaby - Nickelback

Here Without You - 3doorsdown

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You took a deep, shaky breath as it felt like your insides were knotting up due to the nervousness that you felt. Sitting on your chair my your desk with a built on mirror, you stared at your refection. Dark circles were forming under your eyes from lack of sleep you have gotten the past few days. Not bearing to look at the flaws that you saw, you quickly grabbed your makeup bag, ready to cover up and pretend that flaws weren't underneath the makeup.

"Hija?" A gentle Latin voice made you jump out of shock and turn around to look to the person who the voice belonged to. It was your maid, or the women that raised you, standing at your bedroom door frame, looking at you with worried eyes. "Are you okay sweetheart?" She asked, walking over to you and placed her hands on your shoulder.

You nodded your head too quickly. "I'm fine," you lied to her and she could see it in your eyes that you were lying.

"You know I hate lying," she scolded you through the mirror as she looked at you. "Now, why don't you tell me what really wrong."

You looked down at your hands that were laying perfectly in your lap, not bearing to look at her in the eyes. You bit the inside of your cheek as thought rumbles inside your head, trying to find the right words to say.

"I'm scared," your voice was shaky and low like whatever was inside you was eating you alive, which it was.

"Of what darling?" Emma's face turned into a frown as worry and concern took over. She say down beside you on the chair, wrapping an arm around your shoulder as her motherly instincts were flooding to the surface.

"What if Justin doesn't like me?" You asked shakily.

She inhaled and exhaled deeply, as if she was trying to think of some way to calm your nerves and change your mind set. "Listen," she breathed softly, you turned your chin slightly in her direction as her eyes leaked solemnly into yours. "I've known Pattie and Jeremy for awhile, sweetest couple you will ever meet. And I've meet Justin and i just know, that boy will love you just as much as I do, maybe even more. Just give him and this family a chance."

"But, we don't even know what each other look like," you said slyly.

"Looks don't matter, hija," she stroked your cheek with her thumb and motherly way. "If they did, the cold hearted would be getting all the attention and beautiful people over looked," she breathed, giving your shoulders a squeeze. "Now listen, Justin is the most caring, giving, and gentle young man that loves so hard. He's going to love you for who you are; not for the way you dress or act, though I know he's going to loves those also," you giggle mixed with hers before she continued. "So just give this connection a chance, you might be surprised when you meet him this afternoon."

You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion. "Why would I be surprised?"

A smirked was planted on her tint lips. "That's for you to find out."

You mouth dropped in a shape of an 'o' at the lack of information she was giving you. "Nana!" You whined like a child not getting her way.

"Now, now," she chuckled and tapped your chin, snapping your mouth shut as she stood on her feet. "No whining, chicka. Now, let's get you ready, no?"

You nodded, a smiled perked your lips up for the what seems like the first time in days. "Si," jumping to your feet, you linked arms with her and walked to your closet to find something to wear.

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