Falling for You (Destiel high school au)

I messed up

(Dean's POV)

How in the world am I supposed to explain that I am nervous to go to a boy's house I had only just met? Why am I nervous? Dean Winchester doesn't get nervous. Or at least that's what I thought. Mrs. Harvelle told me that our study sessions start today and we meet at his house at exactly 3:15.

I look up the address and take my time getting there. When I arrive I look at the house and immediately feel butterflies in my stomach. I run my hand through my hair and get out of the car. I walk up to the door and knock. I stood there for a few seconds and decided that nobody was home and was starting to turn around to leave when the door cracked open.

I scrunch my eyes close knowing how close I was to getting away. I turn around to see a older man at the door. He then continues by asking, "How may I help you?" I reply saying I am looking for Castiel saying that he is my new tutor and that I was told to come here.

He immediately opens the door all the way and points up the stairs and says it is the one at the end of the hall. I quickly and quietly thank him and rush upstairs. I see a door at the end of the hallway and knock before entering. I hear some rumbling on the other side and can't help imagine Cas being frazzled and trying to get dressed presentably and immediately start to blush.

The blush leaves as fast as it came as he opens the door. He looks at me quizzically and then realization washes over his face. I then start to say "Mrs. Harvelle sent me here and told me that you were my new tutor and we started today." "Yes I recall her calling me and talking to me about it, I just forgot..." he says. His hair looks like he had just had sex, like I mean it was all over the place, sticking out in every direction. My mind immediately goes to what I would be like to wake up to him with that hair.

I start to feel the heat creep up to my face and he invites me in. I take in his room the walls painted navy blue with drawings everywhere. My eyes then land on one that looks pretty amazing. I walk over to it and take it from the wall. It is a face with amazingly green eyes. I then start to think "Wait... I have green eyes..." My thoughts are cut off by Cas ripping the paper from my hands and shoving it into his desk.

He begins to ramble and starts reaching for his books. I go and stand right behind him and don't move. He turns around and he looks me in the eyes. I grab his shoulders and ask him if he drew the picture. "Y-yes" he is able to get out I then procced to ask him his inspiration for the drawing and he turns bright red.

He wiggles out of my grasp and sits on the floor. He then begins to talk about English and about grammar or something like that but I wasn't paying attention to English I was paying attention to his every movement that he made. Was he embarrassed? I decide to tease him a little bit. I grab the book and stand on my toes knowing well I am taller than he is. "Who's your inspiration for the picture... Hmmm Cas tell me.." I realized I had just used the nickname I had given him. He looks down at his feet and says almost to quiet to hear "You were... I'm sorry if you think I'm weird and I understand if you want to leave." He starts to ramble and looks down and that's when I do it.

I raise his chin and crash my lips to his and we instantly start to move in sync but I pull back. I look at him and he is staring at the ground. Shit, what have I done?

(Cas's POV)

I wake up at around two and decide to get some homework done. Before I start I get a call from the school. I pick up and find Mrs. Harvelle on the end of the line. She asks me if I could tutor a student in class because he is failing. I agree and she says she will give him all his information and send him over after school. She hangs up and I put on some music and put my head phones in and start to do my home work. I pause when I hear a certain song turn on and start to jump around and sing along.

I never meant to be so bad to you
One thing I said that I would never do
A look from you and I would fall from grace
And that would wipe this smile right from my face

Do you remember when we used to dance?
And incident arose from circumstance
One thing lead to another, we were young
And we would scream together songs unsung

It was the heat of the moment
Telling me what your heart meant
The heat of the moment shone in your eyes

And now you find yourself in eighty two
The disco hot spots hold no charm for you
You can't concern yourself with bigger things
You catch the pearl and ride the dragon's wings

'Cause it's the heat of the moment
Heat of the moment, the heat of the moment
Shone in your eyes

And when your looks are gone and you're alone
How many nights you sit beside the phone
What were the things you wanted for yourself
Teenage ambitions you'll remember well

It was the heat of the moment
Telling me what your heart meant
The heat of the moment shone in your eyes

It was the heat of the moment
Heat of the moment, heat of the moment
Shone in your eyes

Heat of the moment, heat of the moment
Heat of the moment
Heat of the moment, heat of the moment

I am stopped by hearing a knock on my door, I then procced to trip over my own feet and fall on the ground. I pull my headphones on and pull of some clean pants and a shirt. I rush over and open the door to see Dean standing there. I look at him confused and then remember the call.

I can see Dean looking around but when he comes up to me with the drawing of him I grab it as fast as humanly possible and shove it in my drawer. I start to gather my stuff when I feel a presence behind me and heat radiating off of it. I turn around and lock eyes with the emerald green ones. He asks me if I drew it and I reply with a shaky yes and wriggle out of his grasp. I sit on the ground with my stuff and start talking about how we are learning about proper grammar in English and before I can finish he picks up the book I am looking at and puts it above his head.

I try to stand on my toes to grab it but knowing it won't help because he is very much taller than me. He keeps asking me what my inspiration for the picture was but I don't know if I should tell him. I whisper that it was him and that I understand if he hates me and thinks its weird, and that's when I feel the warmth on my face and the soft lips on mine.

We start to move and I know I want more but can't knowing I might just be a "high school experiment" He pulls back and my eyes immediately retreat to the floor. I can't look at him... I just can't.

// sorry about putting songs in the mix of the chapter but hey I kinda dig it. Any way it was their first kiss yay!! I wonder where it will go from here... Please vote and comment!! Thanks!!//
-kait