Starish and I (On-going)

Prologue

My face was covered of tears. Ngunit wala akong pakialam sa itsura ko.That was least of my concerned right now. Dahil ang tanging pokus ko ngayon ay ang taong nasa harapan ko..
For all the things I've heard. The truth about of my existence...

I don't know but I can tell that I'm still falling inlove with this man deeper.
Looking at his state right now, mapupungay nitong mata na mawaring umiiyak rin ito. Doubles the pain i feel right now.

So he also knows to cry? I thought he's invincible and powerful enough to doesn't feel hurt..like normal people do.
I don't know how far this man had been through. How i wish i was there at that time.

"W-why did you lie to me?" I asked him with my broken voice while stuttering.

"I didn't lied,Honey. I just kept it 'coz I don't want you to be hurt" not to be hurt? So, anung nararamdaman ko ngayon?.

"Yeah, you keep it. you concealed the truth from me. But you think it will make change everything? Your wrong coz it still brought me a terrible pain" I saw glimpse of tears fall to his cheek.

"I-im sorry I-i thought-"
I shook my head for many times.

"No..no ..don't be sorry.. I must be the one to apologize..I d-dont know.. kung alam ko lang" kung alam ko lang sana.. for all this years na nahihirapan siya..
Sana hindi ko na lang pinilit ang sarili kong mapalapit sa kanya..

I saw him slowly walk towards me, I step back. But unfortunately, wala na akong kawala. I felt the cold wall touches my back skin.. Closing the gap between us, as he leaned closer and delivered his words.

"To tell you the truth, i am trying my self to avoid you at first.. but you keep your self closer to me.. So,i think you must do your responsiblities from your acts, honey"
He wispherd and smirked. My jaw literary drop.
Does he have moodswing?
A bipolar? Or a psycopath?

What the hell?