Love At A Wrong Time

What I feel

Lisa

It didn't surprise me that my mom and uncle Marco will soon to marry each other. Their life has been upside and down but that didn't change their feelings for each other. I am really happy for them. Plus uncle or should I say my soon to be dad has been good to me, he treats my like his own daughter to add the fact that she also have a daughter that will totally come to the wedding. I don't know exactly her name is but I think it's Nancy? Yeah something like that.

"Hey Lisa, you're spacing out" Jennie chimed in to my head. Oh, I forgot we're here at my favorite place, beach. I love this place, so that I can unwind and refresh my thoughts. "Yah Lalisa, face me! Do you have a problem?" She asked curiously while using her small hands for me to face her.

"Jennie-ah, I'm okay don't mind me just relax over there, do what you want" I stated for her to let go the topic. She furrowed her brows.

"I know you too well Lisa-yah, tell me what is it?I know you have a problem, don't keep it inside, it won't help you" she explained like a mother to me while whining.

"Jen?" I started. Then she gave me her softest look waiting for me to continue my question. I sighed deeply, clear my throat to start again. "What will you do if someone you love will have to leave you again?" I asked and that's when her face suddenly frozed then I faced her. "Ah, ahm you know? You don't need to answer that" I said while giving her a fake smile.

"Why?" She asked then I gave her a slight glance while I furrowed my brows. "Why Lisa?did something happened?you can always open up to me, arraseo?" She said giving me an assuring look and that's when I started to open up.

"Jennie, he's leaving me" I started to broke down with tears. I sob while trying to pronounce a word. "J-jungkook, he's leaving me" I said for her to understand who's leaving and while I was crying. I cover my messy face.

Flashback

I was here at Jungkook's place, I was planning to surprise him because it's his birthday. Well I kinda have a spare key to his condo so I can go to him wherever I want and that's when I started to do this surprise.

I look at watch to see what's the time, 7:55, oh I think he's near already. I was busy hiding that I didn't notice the door creaks and that's when I fully hide myself with a cake and gift in my hand. I then saw him come in. I was hiding at the back of his couch, because it was in front of his door so can't see me.

He comes in and directly slump himself onto the first couch then suddenly a phone ring. It's his phone. I didn't show up yet cause I want to hear the conversation co'z he's been busy lately.

"Hello?" He accepted the call. "Tomorrow, I'll be going to your office to talk about it" he sighed deeply while talking to the phone. "Yes dad, I'm sure, I'll be now taking the Europe branch, I already book my flight and I'm flying there in 2 days"he added that make me loose my mind. Then he hung up. I then show myself that make him shocked. My tears is now falling on the floor. Someone I love is leaving me again. What a nice life! That's what I thought.

"L-lisa?" He stuttered while standing up. I was staring at him waiting to enunciate a word. He walk towards me trying to hold my hand but I shoved it. "Lisa please, let me explain" he pleaded. I wiped my tears and give him a small smile. "Lisa" he spoked.

"It's okay love, I understand you" I assurely said to him. "It's just that, why didn't you tell me?" I said that in full of curiosity.

"I- Im sorry" he started. "Its just that I know you'll be happy anyway without me cause Jennie is here already" he ended that made me shocked.

"How can you say that?"I pronounced. "Kookie, don't you ever doubt my love for you!I truly love you" I exclaimed, explaining. My sudden burst out made him tears fall.

End of flashback

Jennie closed our gap and she hug me tightly shoving my hands that is covering my face. Then she wiped my tears using her thumb and she leans forwards and kisses my forehead.

"Don't worry Lisa, I'm always here for you" she whispered that to my ears trying to make me calm. I hugged her back and that's when I lean to her shoulders. She made me calm in just a minute so I started to open up.

"It's his birthday yesterday, so I came over to his place to surprise him but I guess he's the one who surprised me, he was talking to his dad on the phone" I begin my story. "Then he said, he was now taking the Europe branch of their company and he will leave tomorrow" she just stayed silent while I was talking. "But the problem is, he didn't tell me he was leaving" I ended my story with a sad look. Then I saw Jennie sighed deeply.

"Lisa, maybe he has a reason" she stated. Yeah, just like you. "Maybe, he don't want you to be hurt" she emphasize that made my gaze low. "Everyone has to sacrifice, Lisa, remember that" she ended her advice with a smile. "So, you should lighten up and enjoy your last day with him!Arraseo?" She genuinely said and I just nod with a smile.

"Uhm Jen, I want to tell you something" I spoke and she gave me a 'what is it?' look so I continued. "Can you stay with me?" I directly said that made her face sadden. "Can you stay and trust me no matter what happen?" I asked with a hope.

She patted my head first and gave me a smile and with that she nodded. "I promise Jennie, that we will start again" I said honestly not wanting to broke it. "I missed you" I said then hug her. "You've always been my best friend, my sister, that no matter what will happen you'll catch me and because of that we became more than best friend, you've became my girlfriend and- " I pause for a second to broke the hug that I found her tears threatening to fall. " And I promise that soon, you will be my wife" I said that with a smile creepe on my face.

"I wanted also to assure you that I will stay with you even if our fate will tear us apart" she said that while carresing my hand. "We will always be one Lisa" she assured me that made my heart melt. "Can I also have a favor with you?" She asked then I nodded. This feeling is eternal that I don't want to end. If this ever a dream, please don't dare to wake me up. "Can you also trust me?" She asked with full of hope. "I know you have trust issues but please let me to gain it" she asks for permission that no what she ask, I will always agree.

"I love you,Jennie" I said with full of sincerety and emotions. "I didn't stop loving" I confessed what I fell right now. "That no matter what happened, I always end up loving you" I teasingly said that made her chuckle. "Look what you did to me?you marked my heart with your name" I jokingly blamed her, she giggled.

"I feel that same way too, Lisa." She spoke. "I will always feel the same way, Lisa" she also confessed with her infamous gummy smile and that made me pinch her cheeks. She glared at me and I laughed.

This feeling is dreamily like I don't want to end. I finally let it all out, I finally let out my feelings for her. I don't hate her, its just that she leaved without telling me the reason. And I promised to myself that I will fix all of these, especially our relationship. I promise that we will end up together.

Hey, its not the end! They just confessed or let they're feelings out.

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Author's note

Short update again! Sorry for that! But I will make sure to update more next time so that's it!

Let's also celebrate, its May 23!

ITS JENLISA DAY!

Its my parents day actually!HAHAHAHA

So that's why this chapter is about confession.

And that's itttt!

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