The mission went well and I had the full day to myself and rose with namjoon to go shopping and shit. I went back home and snuck past Kai to bed.My eyes shot open, what was happening? I heard the sound of glass shattering, unless Kai broke a bottle again. I got up and was about to get off the bed when a stumbling Kai came into my room.
"Your fucking useless!"
He shouted at me stumbling towards me. I closed my eyes as I felt a sharp stinging pain in my cheek. My wounds haven't even healed.
"For the second fucking time I've came home and your on your phone to some fucking boy!? What's wrong y/n?!? Am
I too boring for you now or something?!? Want to impress someone?!? Huh?! Think your important in this world?! Well guess what, your not, your a selfish, disgusting whore that can't help but spread her legs to every guy she sees!"He pushed me on the bed and started to hit me again, the familiar metallic taste coming back into my mouth.
"Kai, stop! Please stop!"
I said sobbing through it all. It was all so unbearable.
"Stop? You want me to stop?! Like fuck I would!! This is what you deserve! Remember when I took you in?! Huh?! When everyone was fucking being pricks?! This is what I deserve isn't it! Go fucking jump! Your a worthless price of shit!"
He screamed at me, I froze! I seen the bottle coming up from behind his head, I closed my eyes as tight as I could. I felt the hard bottle being smashed over my head. My body was pushed onto the ground and he started to kick my stomach but went into the bathroom and cane back and crouched down next to me.
"This will be your first warning, if it happens again, you'll get even more"
He said putting the razor up to my face. He put it down next to my skin, I was breathing in deeply, my sobs cutting in everynow and then. I felt a sharp pain go through my body as I felt the razor dig into my skin. It sliced along and again, and agian and again. After he got up and left me, weakly crying and bleeding on the ground. My eyes started to get heavy and closed over, I opened them again but everything felt so weak and tired. I woke up pain running through my body, I moved my neck slowly to look at my wrist—
I struggled for a while getting up but eventually lifted myself off the bloody floor. I limped to the bathroom and took out the first aid kit and started treating my cuts, crying as I remembered what Kai had said to me,
-your worthless
-disgusting whore
-your fucking useless!
They all hurt me. I put the box back after wiping my tears. I went infront of the mirror and looked at myself. My face....there was a bleeding cut on the bridge of my nose and one above my eyebrow. I sighed and took out the first aid kit again and started to clear up my face. I couldn't really put any makeup over open healing cuts, and as if that wasn't bad enough, some of the cuts that were healing were now reopening. I limped to my clothes outside the bathroom and picked something that would hide my cuts.
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Temporary || Min Yoongi ff
FanfictionI worked as bartender, that's how I met them......I did a job for them, then another, now I'm working as a temporary get away dude. Getting them their baby powder. WARNING: THIS BOOK CONTAINS MATURE CONTENT, IF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH THIS PLEA...