The Bad Boy's Ultimate Love (on HOLD)

Chapter 3

BIANCA

The event started without any sight of him I would be lying if i will not say that Im not disappointed. They got another endorser for the brand. Hindi ko din maiwasan na hindi isipin na baka iniiwasan nya ako.

I know very well na hindi naman nya talaga ako nakalimutan, na hindi naman talaga nawala ang mga ala-ala nya.

Maybe It's God way of telling me that I should finally move on with my life. Besides gaano na ba ako nagpapakatanga para sa isang taong binitawan naman na ako? Madaming beses ko na ding nababaliwala si Elliot. Elliot stayed by my side, He never leave me kahit na nasasaktan ko sya. I thought the reason for it is because He wants to make our family complete, I thought it was all because of the kids but now I realized that I'am being blind and naive about his feelings.

Noon nagkahiwalay kami because of some misunderstanding, nainlove sya sa bestfriend ko and then we end up having kids. Life is so complicated.

Maybe I should really moved on.I should give up this tiny hope inside my heart na Anthony and I will have another chance.

I fish my phone out from my pouch, i stared at my wallpaper. Family picture namin ni Elliot, The kids are turning six soon. It's been five years since the last time i talked to him.

Napabuntong hininga ako, I've been unfair to Elliot all those years, nakikisama ako sa kanya dahil gusto ko mabuo ang family namin. Bakit nga ba ang hirap pakawalan ng nakaraan? I should say sorry to Elliot.

After this Night i swear that i will give up totally Anthony and I will formally start my own life with Elliot, Alam ko naman na kung bubuksan ko ang puso ko ay kaya ko syang mahalin. Mahal ko naman na sya noon pa naging matimbang nga lang si Anthony.

But this time I have to do what I should have done long time ago.

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Dinial ko ang number ni Elliot, nakailang ring ito bago nya nasagot.

"Hello? Bianca?" agad nyang sambit pagkasagot nya sa tawag ko.

"Hi" Gosh i feel awkward. "Ano.. kasi.. busy ka ba?" halos mautal kong tanong sa kanya.

"No not really, bakit may problema ba?" balik nyang tanong sa akin.

"Wala naman.. gusto ko lang sana na magsorry." Kinakabahan ako for no reason.

"Ha?for what?" takang tanong naman nya.

Humugot muna ako ng malalim na paghinga. I need to set things right.

"For everything, for being naive.." Sambit ko. Hindi naman umimik si Elliot.

"I'll take the first flight tomorrow, lets go the kids.. I want to spend more time with you" sambit ko muli.

"Sure! Namimiss ko na din ang kambal" He said, I can feel na narelieve sya sa sinabi ko.

"I will cook for you, any dish you want" masigla kong sambit.

"That sounds great! gusto ko na tuloy umalis" mahina syang tumawa.

"Me too, I want to see you" honest kong sagot.

"Tatapusin ko lang lahat ng dapat kong asikasuhin dito and then I'll see you in few hours" Alam ko na sa tono nya ay masaya sya.

"I love you and I'll see you soon" sagot ko. Nanantiling tahimik si Elliot sa kabilang linya ito kasi ng unang beses na sinabi ko sa kanya na mahal ko sya.

I usually returned I love you too but never pa akong nauna.

"I love you too. I love you so much Bianca" Sambit nya.

Nang ibaba namin ang tawag napatingin ako sa magandang night sky.

Kailangan ko na talagang simulan ang bagong bukas.