You wanna know if I moved on already? The answer is no. Their memories still lingers inside me.
Right now, andito ako sa puntod nila, seating and silently crying while still reminiscing what happened years ago.
Those memories that we had, keeps haunting me. They won't stop.
It's a little bit alarming since it makes me go crazy, or should I say.. It makes me depressed.
I'm sorry Arianne and Rayelle..
I'm sorry my bestfriends...
I'm sorry if I didn't protect you guys..
I'm sorry for leaving you behind..
Unnie is so sorry..
My tears is starting to flow faster. I just can't stop crying. I keep blaming myself to what happend to them. If I know that it will happened, I shouldn't let them..
"Andaya niyo naman eh! Bakit kayo lang? Dapat dinamay niyo na ako! Losing you both is my deep downfall! Why are you both like that!? Bakit sinasarili niyo lang!? If I know sana sinama niyo nalang ako! Leaving without the both of you feels like hell..." I started complaining to their graves.
I'm hurt! Im broke! Damn.
Did I deserve to be happy?
Khaizer broke up with me after what happened to Arianne that made my world stop. Halos mabaliw ako ng mangyari iyon.
I love him so much that the fact of losing him will be my forever downfall.
He keeps on blaming me, saying that it's my fault that he lost his sister. I know I myself na its not my fault but when he said that I felt like its really my fault.
When I realized that its my fault, nagpunta agad ako sa mansion ng mga Sanford at luckily nandoon din ang mga Xavier except for Khaizer. I immediately run to them and apologize what happenend.
Walang humpay akong humingi ng sorry sa kanila pero ang tanging sinabi nila ay wala daw akong kasalanan sa nangyari... Na aksidente daw ang nangyari..
"Queen ija.. They lost their brake so basically walang kang kasalanan.. Don't blame yourself ija." Sabi ni Tita Arianne. Arianne's mom. Umiling iling lang ako habang umiiyak. Lumapit sakin si Nathalie Unnie upang daluhan ako. Niyakap niya ako ng mahigpit at sabay kaming umiyak. Nang kumalma na ako ay nakita ko si Khaizer kaya dali dali akong lumapit sa kanya at balak ko na sanang mag sorry ng bigla niya akong ipinagtulakan palayo.
It hurts..
Whenever I tried to approach him, he keeps on pushing me away. It hurts me so much. Akala ko iyon lang ang pinakamasakit na mangyayari sa akin but I didnt know na may mas sasakit pa pala doon...
Ang mabalitaan na mayroon na siyang bagong girlfriend.
Ang sakit! Sobrang sakit! Okay lang naman na sa akin na ipagpalit niya ako sa ibabang babae eh, pero bakit siya pa!? Bakit yung taong sumira pa sa amin noon ang pinatulan niya!?
Bakit si Aicee pa!?
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