𝐅𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝓽𝓸 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊 (On Hold)

♨️ C 3 ♨️

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𝓘𝓷𝓽𝓻𝓸𝓭𝓾𝓬𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓒𝓵𝔂𝓼𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓮𝓷

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Clysshien's POV

We just had arrived here, in the Philippines.

This feeling...

I missed being in here.

But at the same time...

I don't want to go back where we really suffered the most.

For all that don't know me, I'm Clysshien Yira Hernandez, the younger twin of Crysshien. Actually, napapagkamalang mas matanda ako kay Cryss because of my height.

Sorry, my twin HAHAHAHAHA.

"Mom, Dad, cr lang po ako." pagpapaalam ko.

"Samahan na kita, Clyss." sabi naman ni Cryss at inakbayan ako. Kahit mas matangkad ako sakanya, kaya niya pa ding akbayin ako.

She really knows me well. She knew that I hated being in crowded places at dito palang sa airport, marami ng tao. Pwedeng umatake ang sakit ko.

Yes...

I am diagnosed with depression before.

Pero hindi yan ang kaso ngayon.

I have PTSD, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.

What is PTSD?

Well, Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is a mental health condition that's triggered by a terrifying event, either experiencing it or witnessing it. 

Symptoms may include flashbacks, nightmares, guilt and severe anxiety, as well as uncontrollable thoughts about the event. It may even cause social phobia.

It was because of the car accident that almost took our life.

"OH MY GOD! SI CLYSSHIEN HERNANDEZ!" rinig kong sigaw nang makalabas ako sa Comfort Room ng Airport. Bigla naman itong lumapit saakin at hinawakan ang kamay ko.

"Oh f*ck!" Cryss cursed when I suddenly tensed up.

"Cryss... I-I---" I was cut off when Cryss pulled me.

We ran to our parents. I immediately hugged my mom.

"What happened?" Mom asked.

"Somebody recognized her. We need to get out, as soon as possible. Baka magkaroon na naman siya ng anxiety attack." sagot ni Cryss.

I think...

I think I'm already having anxiety attack...

"I-I-I can't b-breathe!" I managed to say while having some difficulty in breathing.

"Sh*t!" sigaw ni Dad at binuhat ako. I was kind of light weight that's why they can easily picked me up.

Tumakbo na kami palabas ng airport and went towards our car.

"House, now!" utos ni Dad sa driver namin.

After we arrived at our house, here in Manila, tinakbo na nila ako sa kwarto ko. I was still having anxiety attack, pero hindi na ganun kalala, tulad ng kanina.

"Calm down, baby girl. Wala ng tao. You're safe." Dad said habang hinahagod ang likod ko.

Mom and Cryss was just looking at me, they were worried, I can see it in their eyes. Wala lang siguro silang magawa dahil sa sobrang pagaalala, hindi na sila makagalaw.