FAN CHENGCHENG MARRY ME~ CHENGSTIN | COMPLETED

2-Honey

2 days later

NEX7 were preparing for a comeback after a year (i wish)
But justin couldnt think straight his mind swirling with doubts and fears.

'Does he really love me'

They take a break and Justin leaves the room and sits on the rooftop holding his knees tight to his exhausted body. He hadnt been able to eat for days and he could tell people were beginning to worry. Justin shrugged off the support he appreciated it but he hated being treated like a baby.

The rest of the boys always joked around together but recently unlike usual Justin just couldnt even force a joke.  Chengcheng didn't care he was always too busy. Justin loved him too much to call him out on it. Justin fell asleep for the first time in 2 days.

Chengcheng P.O.V

I was practising like crazy despite my growing fear about Justin hes been getting more of a skinny legend everyday but its getting unhealthy. His honey like skin lost its soft and sleek glow. He was quiet for once which i would have prayed for once upon a time but now my baby just seems distressed all the time. He wanted to ask me something the other day. Maybe i should bring it back up. Or talk to him at least.

As the 100th practise of the same damn choreography ended. Justin mumbled a

"I'll be back"

My heart sank seeing tears in his beautiful brown eyes as he walked away. I knew where he went. No one else goes there except me and him. I should go see him. What's stopping me. Why cant i bring myself to be with him. He's my everything.

Zhengting leaves to the rooftop im guessing to see Justin a part if me worried but zhengtings the mom. I'll take care of justin later.

I lay down my head resting on a chair thoughts spiralling in and out of my mind.

The memories

The laughs

The pranks

The nights that all we ever needed was eachother

The days when life was too much to handle so we just held eachother

The holidays

The training

The love i thought we shared

I missed him

I missed us