𝗺𝗲𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗲 // minsung

//7\\

"Hey Chan..." Jisung said looking at the grass. Chan looked towards his friend. "Yea?"

"You know those times where you just can't stop looking back at the past?" Jisung said, still looking at the grass. "And it just hits you at random times?" he added.

Chan looked worried for his best friend. "Yeah... why? Hey. What's wrong?" he said. Jisung didn't lift his head up. He just kept staring at the ground, playing with the grass.

"It's nothing... thought I should ask." he said. "It's just that....... nevermind." Jisung added.

Chan looked concerned for Jisung. He isn't used to see him all sad. He knew something was up. "Hey... what's wrong? Tel--" Chan was cut off. "It's nothing... trust me." Jisung said, sounding as if he doesn't want to talk about it. Chan just looked at him, worried. "Alright... well if you want someone to talk to, you know who okay?" Chan said, patting Jisung's shoulder as he stood up to go to Minjun and the others.

Jisung just sat there, watching as the others have fun on the park.

'Why am I like this?' he thought. 'Why can't I just forget about it'

Jisung just shrugged it off and decided to go to his friends to clear his mind. "Yooo... took you long enough, what were you sitting there for?" Minjun said as he saw Jisung coming towards them. "Nothin.." Jisung said, acting all casual.

Chan still looked worried for his friend. He can tell that something wasn't right. Yet he chose not to force him. "It's getting late... we should go home now." Jiwoon said, breaking the silence. "Tru... see you guys tommorow! Take care!" Minjun said as he went off with Kate. "Wanna go?" Chan said, looking at Minho and Jisung. "Sure... Jisung, how bout you?" Minho said, looking towards a silent Jisung.

"Uhhh... you guys go ahead. Mom told me to buy something first. See you tommorow." Jisung said, giving a soft smile. "Sure... stay safe." Minho said, waving goodbye as he and Chan walked in the other direction.

Jisung just stood there, watching the two walk away. He soon went to the convenient store just beside the park to get something his mom asked for.

He exited the store, hands holding on to the plastic bag. It was still early, almost 8pm. Jisung was walking down his street, under the cold night. The breeze was refreshing.

With the lack of someone to talk to; he just stared silently at the pavement, still trying to see what's in front of him.

"This sucks..." he said to himself as he continued walking under the cold night. His mind was spinning again, making more weird thoughts.

Jisung groaned to himself by just thinking about it. He couldn't seem to get over.

He finally reached his house and greeted his mom. "Did you buy my eggs?" she said. Jisung nodded as he placed the bag down carefully on the counter, then proceeded to his room upstairs.

He crashed down onto the bed, eyes up on the ceiling. Despite the fact of not doing anything, he started to feel sleepy all of a sudden.

"It's Saturday tomorrow... might as well sleep in." Jisung said to himself again. He was browsing through his phone when he got several notifications from the group chat he had with the others.

~~~

Bang Chan added Lee Minho

Bang Chan added Kate Park

Chrispychan: eyooo...

KateKat: cool....

i_Jiwoonie: "99+ unread messages"...

i_Jiwoonie: WHAT HAVE YOU GUYS BEEN DOING?

i_Minjunnie: L I V I N G... that's what :>

i_Minjunnie: and why do we have similar nicknames again?

i_Jiwoonie: coz u befwended me? 😀😀

Chrispychan: oof...

i_Jiwoonie: FINE... i will change it >:C

i_Jiwoonie set his nickname to 'i_am_jiwoonah'

i_am_jiwoonah: DER >:C

i_am_jiwoonah: h4pPy N0W?

i_Minjunnie: k

you two will never change... :xJisunggiex

i_Minjunnie: duhhh... 🙄

MinnieMinMin: oh hey... jisung is here too?

oh hey minho... :xJisunggiex

where's jeongin btw? :xJisunggiex

JeongIN_madnae: out with fam... cant talk... ttyl

i_Minjunnie: well then... :V

~~~

Jisung continued to chat in the group chat for a while, to the point it was midnight. He said 'goodnight' to his friends in the group chat and went down to eat a little snack. "Well... no surprise there." Jisung said looking an empty cupboard. He decided to go back to his room, locking the door behind him and plopped on the bed. Jisung laid on his bed, hugging his pillow and staring at the wall. His eyes started to get heavy. Soon after, he fell asleep.

~

'Hey look it's Jisung...'

'It's him again... haha'

'Should we?'

'Ey yo stupid! C'mere!'

'Where's your bOyFrIeNd huh?'

'You act so tough ey? Know who you are first you idiot.'

~

Jisung was hyperventilating as he woke up. He couldn't breathe for a second. He didn't know what to do. "W-what t-hee?" he said, trying to process what happened. He put is head back, lying down.

"W-why..." he said to himself. "W-why cant I just forget!?"

It was 4am when Jisung woke up. It was all out of the blue. He didn't expect to have a nightmare like that in a while.

"I'm such a fucking mess..." he said to himself, slowly falling asleep again.

~the next day

Saturday. Jisung's mom left early for work so Jisung decided to go out. He got dressed, headed down, and went on his way to Chan's house.

"Coming!" Chan said, going to the front door. "Jisung?" he said, seeing a messy-haird Jisung. "W-what are you doi--"

"T-thought I should come by. M-mom's went to work so why not c-come here?" Jisung said with a shaky voice.

Just by his voice alone, Chan knew something was really wrong with Jisung.