{A/N: it's Laurie. Sorry it's so short.. I hope you like it}
*Niall’s POV*
I was officially pissed.
“Were you going to tell us?” I asked
“Niall, I just found out yesterday.” Zayn said
“You could’ve have said something!”
“he doesn’t want her to know, Niall.”
I clinched my fists tighter; the tears falling.
“Leave me alone. Don’t speak to me. If you dare keep something like that away from us then I’ll tell her!”
He just stood there with Lou. I can’t believe he would keep that from us. That explains everything. She needed to know and I had every intention of telling her. I walked in and Bekah was in the living room with Harry, Liam, and Cam. Cameron was crying again.
“Bekah. We need to talk.”
“About what Nialler?” She asked
“You’re my sister.”
“What?”
“We are related. Dylan never told you.”
She shook her head.
“No, that’s not true.”
Cameron looked up with swollen red eyes.
“Yes, it is.” She sniffled.
Bekah looked at her weird.
“Dylan paid Jasper to keep quiet. She told me and made me swear not to tell you. Dylan said he’d kill me if I told you.”
She stood up.
“I will kill him myself.” She practically yelled
Zayn and Lou ran in.
“Bekah, no you can’t. He’ll know I told you.” Zayn said
“But you didn’t, Zayn. I did.” Cam said
“You knew?” lou asked.
“Yes, Jasper found out and Dylan paid her not to tell Bekah. She told me
accidentally.”
We all sat there like bumps on a log. Cam started crying, while Liam went to get her vitamins.
“She wasn’t supposed to die this way.” Cam cried.
Harry walked over and held her until Liam came back down.
“Eric did it. He killed her.” She cried.
We all looked at her.
“Eric did what?!?!” Bekah yelled
“He got drunk and crashed into her. He called and told me.”
“I WILL KILL HIM! AND NOONE WILL STOP ME!!”
Zayn grabbed her and she punched him; storming out of the door.
“I’ll go.” I said; walking out behind her
*Cam’s POV*
I watched as Niall and Bekah ran out the door. I can’t believe I didn’t tell her. She probably hates me, and I couldn’t blame her.
“I’m just gonna go back to my room.” I sniffled; walking up the stairs.
I slammed the door and did one thing I had not done in a long time. I took the
razor and just cut all along my arms. The blood flowed all down my arms. The pain was finally gone. No more regrets and no more pain. I felt a lot better. I had to admit Jasper wouldn’t want me to do this but at this point in time. I didn’t care. I mean it wasn’t bad enough to go to the hospital, I didn’t think. Just in case I wrote a note:
to all the ones I love,
please don’t hate me when you find this. Just know I had to do what was best for me and this was the only way for me to ease my pain. Bekah, I’m sorry I never told you the truth. It was wrong of me and I love you even if you hate me. Liam, I love you so much writing this made me cry thinking of how we could’ve actually been a family. Guess we’ll never know. Please do what’s best and move on. For the guys, you we’re the best brothers I could’ve ever asked for. I’ll miss you all. Please don’t worry about me.
Love Cameron (closet directioner) <3.
I laid the note on my beside table and cut a deeper slash across my wrist; feeling all of the blood rushing out of me. I slowly began to fade out of consciousness.
*Harry’s POV*
We sat there in silence. Five minutes later, I decided to go check on her. I opened the door to her room and saw her bloody body and the note on the bedside table.
“LIAM! ZAYN! LOU! HELP!” I yelled
I heard them running up the stairs.
“Oh my god, Cam what did you do?” Lou asked
I picked her up.
“Let’s get to a hospital. Now.” Zayn said
We ran out and put her in the car. Liam had the note reading it.
“She tried to kill herself.” He cried.
“Don’t worry, Li. She’ll be okay.” I tried to comfort him
“Someone call Bekah or Nialler.” Lou said; driving.
I picked up my phone dialing Niall. He picked up, thank god.
“Niall. Meet us at the hospital now!” I said
“What’s going on?” He asked
“Cam tried to kill herself.”
“we’ll meet you guys there.”
I hung up and Lou pulled up right outside the emergency room entrance. They rushed her back; trying to stop the bleeding. Five minutes into waiting, Niall and Bekah came running in.
“What happened?” She asked; panicked
“She tried to kill herself.” Liam choked out
“Did she say why?”
I handed her the note.
“Damn it.” Bekah cried.
Zayn got up and held her. It was a long wait before she was out of surgery… we all rushed back and she was still unconscious.. It was gonna be a long night of waiting for all of us.
