The Profound Theory of Love

Chapter 5 - Despair

      Vengeance do feel so sweet for the tongues of those who wanted justice and relief. Not everyone stays happy, it was not guaranteed by the Almighty to let it stay with us. Let alone one of the seven deadly sins. Wrath do kills us everyday. Lust and Envy resides with it most of the time. If not because of lust and envy, the boy would have been so faithful so far. He should have waited for patience to pull the girl back in his arms.

       There are pillows for those who sleep at night that are soft and comfy but still they find more comfier and there are some that are torn and ripped part yet still used so that they may rest with it. There are people that still grasp for more even if they have someone beside them. There are people that are longing for affection but can't receive any. The boy realized that. He realized that contentment was the only answer for unanswered questions. He was not to suffer if only he have been patient and contented.

       The one who striked the bar girl was the boy. Unfortunately, the chain of miseries was all for lust and forgotten love. He realized and now broke the chain. Knowing her true love stands beside him. Nothing is lost now. He lost himself from the past, but there can be a brand new future for them. "I love her. I don't want her to cry no more."

       Sorry. He felt so sorry for everything. All of his mistakes that he regretted for. He apologized sincerely for the both of them. Especially for his true love. He made love unrequited. A love of misfortune. He hit two birds with one stone.

       Regret. A painful thought for everyone. He who has pride and selfish love. Everything can be done with calculated measures and actions. Good deeds can be a bad one. And sadly, everyone falls for that. Everyone is tormented. Let alone cry for the weak and lonely hearts.

        "Why when I call, you never answer? I can feel you on my skin, but am I only dancing with the wind? I know you don't owe me your love. Don't leave me here in the dark when it's hard to see. Show me your heart, shed a light on me. If you love me, just say so. Everything can be forgiven. When you love someone, scars will be scars. Pain will be pain. But know that there will always be an open door for my second chance for you. You can never be lonely because you have someone besides me. Trust yourself. Love yourself too." Her lover said.

       Innocence can be killed by ignorance. It was such a painful thing for that girl to know what happened for the boy. A first love that was so wasted and yet she forgives. For others, they will be broken hearted. They'll feel numb from time to time for the feeling that will still reside their memories.
       
      The boy with these deep thoughts that has everything replied. Sidewalks saved his life. They don't let him down, but they lead him on. "I hate to admit it but everything means nothing if I can't have you. I don't mind spending every day, out of your house or somewhere near you. Just to see you everyday, winter, summer, rain or fall. You I can't live without you, I'm on my knees."

       A glance for a beautiful moment...

       but with a sudden stare of death...

       Love truly kills...

       A blade of despair for the living. It shined through a purse bag of a bar girl that's full of toxicity and mischief. Grabbed by a moist shaky hand. And slowly.... Despair opened and came in through the back of the boy in love. A sudden cry for laugh for joy and contentment. "Thank Goodness." Words he uttered while the beautiful color of red flows. A shock for awe, a cry for help. A traumatic scene might be. For the bar girl, cries for innocence and regrets. She didn't know what to do.

        The bar girl ran away.... While she carries the blood of someone that suppose to be happy with the arms of the other.