Miscellaneous Lofty Scarlet Stiletto [English Version]

Varian

His name is only Varian. Only Varian?

He has a lot of names. Varian is only just his nickname given by his mother. His parents gave him a name that is Miscellaneous Lofty Scarlet Stiletto. No one knows the intentions of his parents by giving this name. He was just informed that the name is related to his forefather. At that time, he was too young and too early to understand what is intended by his parents.

His family was wealthy enough for giving such plenty of legacies to seven descendants or maybe more than that, but Varian was too young to understand if that opulence could make him become a great person now.

Miscellaneous is an extensive name to be created for a nickname. Well, his name's meaning is admittedly "various" or "diverse", therefore also Little Miscellaneous was given a nickname Varian which has the same meaning.

That name sticks in his soul till now. However, his name at that time was odd toward Sakura Land's residents. Straight away, he used the Japanese name that was pinned for him, it is Takamura Rio. In Kanji which is a Japanese letter, his name is written with the letter of 高村良男. His clan name is written by this kanji "高" pronounces as Taka which means High and "村" pronounces Mura which means village. Also, his given name is written by kanji of "良" pronounces Ryou which means Good and "男" pronounces Otoko which means Man. His parents expected that he will be a good man in the future by giving this name to him.

He has received the appellation of Lio The Weirdo since he was very young. This is caused by that he always secludes and bounds up with his own world. So that is why Varian does not really have any friend moreover a close friend. He is a lone wolf thus makes others slip away him from everyone's attention.

Varian must endure a life burden during his childhood till now start from his parents was killed when he was very young. He seriously still remembers about that incident. Little Miscellaneous that was still four years old was innocently playing in the family room. Until there was his mother's shrieking that made him startled and unadorned try to find the source of that sound.

Someone with a black cloak, his whole face could not be seen by anybody as he stabbed Varian's mother. On the other hand, Varian's father was finished by the bad guy. In exchange, his father's face was pale and there was a puddle of blood on the floor in that room.

Little Miscellaneous just followed his instinct to shield his mother to prevent the bad guy from doing further violence. Varian that was still a young boy just thought that he must save his mother's life. Unfortunately, his pains made him became the suspect of his parents' murder. Meanwhile, the identity of his parents' real murder has never been rebuilt till now.

This accident made him completely could not take the inheritance of his wealthy family anymore. He was accused because there was his fingerprint taped on the murder's weapon at that time. Not only just that, but it was also because of the impulsive behaviour that made him became the object of accusation. In the end, he ended up dwelling in the asylum that is located somewhere in Turkey because of his family plea. He was exiled offhand by his own family.

It has made Varian ended up with two selections, those are to survive or to end his entire life. His circumstances since was a kid made his mental disorders are getting worse in concomitant times.

Varian has been suffering from bipolar disorder since he was a kid. This is previously known as manic depression that is a mental disorder which is a situation when periods of depression and periods of abnormally elevated mood cannot be controlled easily by someone that has this kind of mental illness. The elevated mood is known as hypomania or mania, it depends on the severity. Mania makes the person who has this disorder abnormally energetic, irritable, or happy. When it comes to mania phases the need of sleep reduces a lot. On the other hand, depression makes negative thoughts. Everything comes from depression phases are bad cases. It can cause the risk of suicide. So, do not be so astonished if he looks different day by day like labile juvenile because he can not control the mood in his body. If he undergoes the episodes of mania he can be very enthusiastic even though he does not sleep for days, but vice versa. When the episodes of depression come, the desire for suicide oftentimes comes across his mind. Fortunately, that desire is always failed from its action.

He felt how is the feeling when he was ostracized, underestimated, sneered, being mockery object, and more by society. He has to feel how is the feeling of having to move to another place ceaselessly so that makes him learned how to survive alone, do not trust anyone easily, and do not give mercy to other people. He lives only for himself.

This is started from the asylum that he has dwelled, was forced to be closed because of the accusation of one of its patients is a psychopath. He returned to be the suspect. Everything is like already arranged neatly. What is so wrong in him that he lives to be a victim like this? After that, he must move to his native country, Hongkong. Abandoned in an orphanage, treated badly, and being a delicious prey to haphazard people continuously.

He is really tired, everything makes him faced the options between dead or alive with misery over and over again. He has decided to not choose both of them. He turns the accusation of him being a psychopath real because from those accusations by his family who has abandoned him. Now Varian is not the innocent Varian like in the past.