Horror Stories

Story 19

she never thinks she will ever be good enough. She feels like everybody is just using her. She feels like one day she will just disappear and no one will care. She wants to die, she wants to end her life, but she knows she cant. She wants to kill her family. but she cant. she doesnt want to be noticed. she doesnt want people to notice her scars. she doesnt want anything but happiness She used to shine so bright. she remembers looking in the mirror seeing herself as beautiful. She remembers dancing around her room to a Hannah Montana song while getting dressed. She remembers hugging her father goodbye. Hugging her grandpa goodbye. what happened? She wants to be loved. But she is just a fuck up. She fucks every god damn thing up. She won't ever be free from this darkness inside. She is as good as gone now. When she is in a crowded hallway she feels so alone. She doesnt think she can do this anymore. She remembers the embrace of love in her families eyes. She remembers the warm embrace of her fathers hug. She remembers her grandpas favorite song. She remembers singing along to sitting in the passenger seat. she remembers everything that once made her happy. She's running a thousands miles in the wrong direction. She cant seem to find her way back. She can't remember the way she came. She wants to be found. but no one knows where to look. Now when she looks in the mirror all she sees is her imperfections. she breaks so easily now. One wrong thing can hurt her so bad. One bad though brings in a thousand memories. one wrong cut could end her life, but she doesnt care. She could careless. She was always the girl who everybody comes to with their problems. She never turned her back on anyone. But when she needs someone nobody is there. She cant seem to find a place in this world. She can't seem to cope. When she sleeps her depression follows. When shes awake her depression is never far behind. Where she goes. it follows. She cant find a happy place. she surrounds herself with friends, the few she has anyways, and hopes they can help her. She cant cope any longer. Shes fallen in this deep hole in the ground that expands for thousands and thousands of miles she cant find her way out. she cant think straight. she cant eat. she cant sleep. she cant do anything right.