i thought,
'why am i sad?'
'i smiled just awhile ago'
'it was at the moment i saw them'
'the moment i fixed my gaze at them'
'that moment, i smiled'
'i smiled because i saw them happy'
'i saw him happy'
my mind was smiling like crazy
just by seeing him,
seeing him smile.
but then i can still feel it,
the sadness.
i couldn't understand
what's going on with me.