Chapter 26: Restart

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Lisa's POV
"There's something that bothers me." Rosé mumbled after Jisoo and Yunho left the room. She hugged her knees closer to her chest, letting out a deep breath.

"What is it? You know you can talk to us whenever you feel sad." Jennie asked as she sat down next to Rosé, wrapping her arm around Chaeyoung's shoulder to pull her closer.

"It's not really that I'm sad. It's just that I have this feeling." She started as she suddenly looked at me.

"What?" I asked, lifting one of my eyebrows as she sighed.

"What if Y/N didn't lie to us? What if everything he talked about was the truth?" She asked as I widened my eyes, standing up as I stomped onto the floor of our practice room.

"What are you talking about?! He literally beat up my boyfriend even though he apologized!" I answered angrily as I saw her shake her head.

"Oh yeah? Are you talking about the boyfriend who got caught holding hands with Jisoo some days ago?" She asked as I gasped at her words, a tear rolling down my cheek "Lisa, do you remember what Y/N said after he beat him up?"

I gulped once as I looked down onto the floor, my fingers fidgeting with each other as I slowly stepped back one step.

"That Yunho is using me to destroy their relationship." I whispered as I tried to hold back my tears.

"Exactly, don't you think that there might be some truth behind that?" Rosé asked as I saw how Jennie stood up and walked closer to me.

"I think you should sit down before you fall over." Jennie said with a calming smile as I nodded, sitting down and thinking about the possibility of this being the truth.

"I-I don't know."

[2 weeks later]

Y/N's POV
I was in the grocery store, furrowing my eyebrows as I looked at the bottle in my hands.

"I have never heard of this brand." I whispered to myself as I inspected the bottle I was holding in my hands.

"I wouldn't recommend this one." I heard a female voice coming from next to me as I flinched, making the girl who suddenly appeared chuckle "This one is better but I don't like alcohol anyways so you probably shouldn't listen to me." She smiled as I tilted my head.

"Well, I'll trust you on this one." I laughed as I placed the bottle back into the shelve and grabbed a few of one she recommended me, putting it into my shopping cart.

"Hey, I'm Alison." She said with a smile on her face, offering me a handshake that I gladly accepted.

"I'm Y/N, nice to meet you." I said as I saw her look at the stuff I bought.

"Are you celebrating something?" Alison asked as I looked at the cart myself.

"Oh, no I just moved into this city and I have to buy some groceries so I can survive for the next few weeks." I chuckled, looking back up to her.

"You just moved here? Welcome to the most boring city ever!" She joked as I laughed.

"It doesn't seem that boring to me but thanks" I thanked her with a smile while she looked st her wristwatch.

"Oh shoot, I'm way too late already. Sorry I have to go now. It was nice talking to you! Maybe we'll see each other another time!" She said while grabbing her bags filled with groceries and running out of the store.

"Well that was weird." I chuckled to myself as I walked over to the cashier to pay for my stuff.

I quickly put everything into my car after paying for it and drove to my new apartment that was pretty small and it really wasn't a nice one but it was enough for me to survive.

As soon as I arrived I walked into my apartment, putting the bags of groceries onto the kitchen counter and grabbed the beer bottles out of the bag, walking over to the couch and placing all of them onto the small table while sitting down onto the couch.

I turned on the TV and opened one of the bottles, drinking out of it while leaning back into the couch.

"Well, let's start over again." I said to myself as I lifted the bottle in my hand up into the air "To a new start."

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"Man, she's cheating on you!" I screamed at the TV with tears continuously rolling down my cheeks as the drunk me took another sip from the 6th bottle of beer "You idiot! Stop kissing her!" I mumbled as I watched the two people in the drama kiss.

It reminded me so much of Jisoo and me. The whole story of this drama was so similar to my situation right now. The drama wasn't the reason for the tears that were rolling down my cheeks. The reason were the beautiful moments with Jisoo I remembered while watching it.

I closed my eyes as every hug, every kiss and every single night with her on my side replayed inside of my mind while the drama was completely forgotten.

The sound of my phone vibrating caused me to open my eyes once again as I grabbed it and looked at it, struggling to read the news article that got recommended to me inside of my notifications.

'YGE confirmed the dating rumors about Jisoo and Yunho saying that they have been dating for a long time already'

I widened my eyes as the hot tears were leaving my eyes even more aggressively.

"Oh fuck off!" I screamed as I threw the phone onto the table and immediately slammed the bottom of the bottle onto the screen of my phone causing the screen to shatter immediately, the phone shutting off right after that.

Sobs left my mouth as the feelings almost killed me. It felt like somebody was about to rip out my heart out of my chest. It felt like a thousand stabs right into my stomach.

I slowly laid down onto the couch, hugging my knees towards my chest as the sobs got louder and louder.

"I thought I could forget you when I move into this city!" I screamed between my sobs "I HATE THIS! I hate you! I hate everything we had! I hate the relationship we had!" I cried as I buried my face into my knees.

'I hate it because it makes me sad.'

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