Chapter 1 Who is she?

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Hi my name is Ayano Suzeshima and im going to tell a story about how my life was befor it turned on me. I lived in a horrible place with my "parents".We're poor and living of my dads salary.But i wont have dad for much longer he has terbercluosis and my parents been fighting a lot lately.

My life is crappy yeah i know. Some how I manage to get through it alone.I've always been alone since i was a little girl. No one was ever there for me, no one excepted me. I manged not self harming myself for awhile after all that.....Not saying i never thought about it or tried to attempt it i have. I just never bring my self to do that. Oh i also have a disease i have a heart disease. It will kill me i know that for a fact but i just dont know when. That what really bother me the most.

That little story wasnt evan half.The desiese im scared of it.you may think by now that i have already accepted it. Thats not true im terrified about it.All the dreams and the goals i had may never come true because i cant predict when im going to die. I know there never going to come true. Its just a feeling.......

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