Welp. I'm going to rant.
So my family wonders why I have anger issues and stuff towards tHeM well heres why.
#1 my mom favors my brother over the rest of us. She always makes a big deal when he comes home from his dad's. "Like omg clean up I dont want him hating life here." I'm sorry what. She doesnt do that when I vome home. As a matter of fact when I come home she makes me clean.
#2 my mom always puts all her stress on me and my sister. She doesn't want to worry my brother. Who is pretty close to me in age.
#3 when someone makes fun of me for a dumb reason or just because their ina crappy mood my mom agrees with them. Aka my brother.
"Like oh ya. Stop dripping water on the floor when you wash dishes."
She does it in such a way its not funny. It actually makes me mad and run off to cry in another room.
And just recently I was talking about how my little sister had a tennis racket and when I was done I asked my brother to get off tbe toilet so I could use it. But... He questioned me even when I said,"don't worry about it." But he sat there waiting for an answer while I was about to PEE.
So I got mad and my mom snapped at me. Hello? Do I even have a family? All that happens is me getting dragged through all my moms problems and bulls*it. At the same time get criticized for every move I make.
I am so upset right now I lost the mood to go to my own awards ceremony tomorrow. And my mom didn't question it she was all like, "well it's your choice."
And meanwhile I sit here not having the guts to say all of this to my mom's face.
And that concludes the rant.
