DISCLAIMER:
Talk to your firends or a teacher that you trust or admire don't sit there and let these thought roam around your head. It's ain't true I know its hard but you can do it this is just for me to get things off my chest
I just can't anymore I feel lile I cant control my self like I want to kill my self so bad. But I'm to pussy enough to do it.
I want to get better I do but its just how with all the test and stress I have how can I foucs on me when I'm always sad.
Nor studying I feel like crying and taking pills or meds or slicing my throat or some shit.
I already have anxiety with that depression.
They said to talk to a social worker but she asked me a bunch of questions.
Are you suicidal?
No (yes)
Do you have suicidal thoughts?
No (yes)
Have you ever self harmed?
No (yes)
When was the last time you cried?
1 when my gold fished died
2 is when my "bestfriend" mom died and a bunch of other stuff with it?
I mean she is a nice lady don't get me wrong but its just you can't ask me a bunch if questions like that on the first day we meet and expect me to say the truth.
It was to tell if I had deppresion or not.
I couldn't believe it how does answering some questions on the first day they meet determine if i have deppresion or not ?
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suicidal thoughts
RandomThis is to help me get these things off my cheat since I can't say it in person if this help you too do the same nor talk to a friend(s) or family or teacher or a therapist to help you out to show you hoe to deal with it and cope with it.
