Sometimes I wish time would stop
Forever
I hate that it's so fucking transient
Nothing lasts forever
And I guess I've finally accepted that
But there are beautiful moments in life
That I could repeat day on end
Like laughing so hard I can't breathe
Surrounded by those I love
Or when I see you happy
I wish I could press pause
And capture the ethereal beauty that is your smile
And prevent anguish from ever afflicting you again
Sometimes it's strange
Because no matter how happy I am
I can't shake the underlying feeling of sadness
Melancholy
Because I guess deep down I know I'll never experience the same thing
Ever again
And I'll never feel as content
Ever again
I'll never belong
Ever again
So that's why I miss things before they've even ended
I wish there didn't have to be an end
