In The Basement (on hold)

Chapter 36

Chapter 36:

Zayn's POV:

I woke up before her. That was a first. I just couldn't sleep. I had come up with such a good idea while I was cuddling with Janie, trying to sleep.

I wanted to make the last few weeks before I left for your special for Janie. I hadn't been able to come anything good but I had finally come up with something that would be perfect. The fans wouldn't be able to find us. The press wouldn't be able to find us. Nobody would be able to find us. We could have a secret getaway weekend.

If I wanted to surprise her I would have to make arrangements without her and before she got up. I slowly slid out from under Janie, slipped on some pants and went downstairs to see if anyone else was awake.

"Hey Zayn. Why are you up so early?" Niall asked when I walked into the kitchen.

"I couldn't sleep. I came up with a really good idea and I couldn't sleep cause I just wanted to plan it."

"What was you're great idea?" Niall gave me a skeptical look.

"We go camping. Like in a cabin or something. Somewhere really in the middle of nowhere. Somewhere were the paparazzi can't find us." I started

"That would be such a great idea. We could all hang out one last time before we leave for tour. I could bring Maria and I guess we would have to let Liam bring Sophia. Can I help you plan?" Niall got all excited.

But I'm my head it had just been Janie and I. Just us two. I thought maybe, away from it all, she would feel comfortable letting me be her first. I wasn't going to pressure it but I was hoping it might have just happened. How was I supposed to tell Niall I didn't want him to come? I couldn't. We were too close.

"Yeah." I said hesitantly.

"Great!" Niall laughed and went back to eating his breakfast.

Janie's POV:

I woke up cold. Zayn wasn't there.

Did he leave for the tour? Was he gone? I never said goodbye. He never said goodbye. Thoughts race through my head before I realize we still have two weeks before they leave. Two weeks. I can't decide if that's a really long time, or a really short time.

There was still something in the back of my mind that made me feel uneasy. I couldn't tell if it was the fact that Niall kissed me and expected me to keep it from Zayn, or the fact that I needed to decide whether or not I would wait to let Zayn be my first or do it before he left for the tour. Again I was brought back to the question, was two weeks a short time, or a long time?

I got out of Zayn's bed and found a pair of his plaid pajama bottoms to throw on. As I walked down the stairs, all I could think about was the lie I was keeping from Zayn. Well, technically it wasn't a lie. I just didn't tell the truth. Our relationship was built on truth though, and slowly I was cracking our foundation.

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I am SOOOO sorry that this is so short and soooo late. I have had writers block for the past three months and this is where I've been stuck. I know what I want to have happen after this but I couldn't come up with a way of getting there. I'm sorry.

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I'm really trying to keep up with school and its hard to balance everything. I'm so sorry about this chapter but at least it's something.

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