In The Basement (on hold)

Chapter 40

Chapter 40:

Janie's POV:

Everything was set. Maria had let me borrow some lingerie, I had her give me a few pointers, and I had decorated the room for the occasion.

I was beyond nervous but I knew that Zayn would understand I'd never done anything like this before. I just hoped I didn't mess anything up.

Zayn was on his way inside because I had texted him. Now I just needed to wait. I had thought about lying seductively on the bed but I realized I didn't have a clue how to be sexy. Instead I decided to wait in the bathroom and make a grande entrance.

"Janie? I got your text, where are you?" Zayn's voice carried into the master bathroom

This was it. I turned the light out in the bathroom and made my way to the candle-lit bedroom.

"Wow" was all Zayn said when he saw me.

"I wanna do something special tonight." I whispered in the sexiest way I could. I almost laughed to myself because I realized I had no idea what I was doing.

Zayn looked at me like I had just told him he had won a huge prize. Then I realized he probably thought I planned on having sex with him.

"Something special but not... sex special." I quickly covered. Why did movies and books make this seem less awkward. This was awkward and I never felt awkward around Zayn.

"As long as its what you want, I'm down." Zayn smirked.

I walked to Zayn and slowly took off his shirt. Once it was over his head, I lovingly placed a kiss to his lips, leading him to the bed. As I felt his legs hit the bed, he sat down and I straddled him on his lap.

Our kisses were full of passion and love and intimacy. Zayn ran his fingers through my hair as I leaned into our kiss. As his tongue slipped into my mouth, I moved my hips in circles on his lap.

I moved my hands to his belt and, with a bit of fumbling, undid it, along with the button and zipper of his pants. Then I slid his trousers down to his ankles.

"Fvck. Janie." He moaned as I followed Maria's instructions to start over his boxers. As I did this, I peppered little kisses all over his bare chest.

"I've never done this Zayn. I just want to make you feel good." I half reminded, half warned him. "If I'm doing something wrong, don't yell, just make it so I'm doing something right."

Zayn clenched his jaw, (I noticed I could probably cut glass with his jawline.) and nodded. "Try the real thing. I'll help you through it." And with that, he guided my hand to the waistband if his boxers and I pulled them down.

Oh. My. God. I had seen glimpses of d¡cks in movies and tv but this was a whole other level. It was disgusting looking. Why the hell was it so big? Was he going to want me to put that in my mouth? At some point I was expected to let that thing go inside me? EW. I was not too excited about that. But I couldn't let Zayn know that the very sight of his 'manhood' was repulsive.

Zayn guided my hands until I got sort of the hang of it. With his encouragement and Maria's voice in my head talking me through it, I was pretty sure I was doing a pretty good job for never doing it before in my life.

Zayn was obviously thankful because he just kept moaning and grabbing at the sheets. In some book I had read, the guy enjoyed it more when eye contact was made so I tried that. Good thing I read books, I thought to myself.

"Janie. I'm gonna-" Zayn warned me but I had no clue what I was supposed to do. Did I stop? Keep going? I loved Zayn and everything but I wasn't really wanting all that all over me. Did he think I was going to swallow it? Hell no. Just as I was about to ask, he put his hands on mine and moved them off of him. "I know you wanted to make me feel good, and trust me you did, but I don't think you're ready for that kind of thing quite yet." Zayn chuckled.

I felt my face heat and tried to focus on something besides Zayn's heavy breathing and his d¡ck which were both hard to ignore. What did we do now? Did I wash my hands? I had no idea!

"Janie, that was amazing. I don't know what gave you that idea to do something special for me but whatever it was, I'm glad. Now can I do something special for you?" Zayn looked at me with loving eyes.

"What are you gonna do?" I asked.

"I want to make you feel amazing." He answered.

Zayn set me down on the bed so I was lying down on my back. He slid my panties down my legs. Then he slid so his lips were on my neck, slowly making his way down my body until he got to the area he had just exposed. I gasped as his stubbly cheeks grazed the inside of my thighs. I saw only the top of his head as he kept his head in between my legs, where it stayed for a long time, bringing me pleasures I had never experienced before over and over again, until we both resorted to sleep.

When I woke up I was in the bathroom. That didn't make any sense. I didn't recognize it. I started walking out the door, expecting to find the bedroom but instead it led to a kitchen. Where was I? 

I looked out the window and saw Niall sitting on a stump, playing his guitar. I suddenly remembered that we agreed to meet up today. I walked outside, as I approached I listened to him play. He stopped playing when I got to him and smiled.

"Why did you stop?" I asked. "It was beautiful. I liked it." I looked to his hands and remembered what he was capable of.

"I like you." He said. I already knew that but it was nice to hear him say it again. He grinned and set his guitar on the ground, making room for me on his lap. "I have news." He announced excitedly.

"What's your news?" I asked.

"I broke up with Maria. Do you know what that means? We can be together. You just need to break up with Zayn." He grabbed my hand in his excitement.

I was so happy. That was exactly what I wanted to hear. I looked at Nialll and realized that I was in love with him. He made me laugh, made me happy. 

"Promise me you'll break up with Zayn." Niall looked into my eyes. His eyes were a beautiful shade of blue.

I thought about it for a second. Something in the back of my mind told me I loved Zayn but I pushed it away. That wasn't possible. I loved Niall. "I'll do it! I will do anything for us to be able to be together! I love you Niall. You're the one I want." I hugged him tightly. Finally I could be with the person I loved. 

"I love you Janie." Niall said. Then he kissed me. Everything was right. This was the way it was supposed to be.

"I love you Niall." I gushed, kissing him back. "I'm so glad we can be together."

"Janie." Niall said as he held me tight. "Janie? Janie wake up."

Niall and the grassy scene began to fade. Suddenly I was staring right into Zayn's eyes. "Janie? Wake up Janie." Zayn was saying with anger in his eyes. I was back in my bed. 

"Janie. Why were you saying 'I love you Niall' in your sleep?" Zayn asked slowly and deliberately.

With those words I felt our cracked foundation crumble.

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Heyyyy Guys! 

So this chapter was really fun to write... the first time. It wasn't so fun when I went on my computer to learn that it didn't save a huge section. Oh well... whaddaya gonna do?

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2) What do you think is the significance of the dream Janie had?

3) What do you think will happen next with Zayn and Janie?

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