hey what's up.
how shit is this feeling?
how shit is it when u realllly like this boy, no one knows about it, not even him, but u just really like him, but then ur friend starts dating him. it's no one's fault really. no one knows how i feel to do anything about it anyway. i just feel really sad.
for the past while now, that's why i haven't been updating, which i'm extremely sorry for that btw.
i just really don't feel okay atm or in the right headspace for anything.
well, i'm sorry for boring u and i'm sorry for letting y'all down. i know u were wanting an update on the book so sorry if u thought that's what u were getting. unfortunately it's this sad depressing shitty update.
sorry for dragging this on, it's none of ur guys fault and u don't deserve this ❤️ honestly i wouldn't wish my feelings now on anybody.
i just wanted to check in on u guys bc i know i haven't been active.
anyway, how have u all been? tell me something. how did ur exams go? did u start dating anyone? best friend drama? did u tell ur crush u like them? even just how's life? please. i could use it to make me feel less alone.
thanks for reading my angels, i know i can count on u all. 👼🏼
lots of love,
@xbugheadsx .Xoxo
