REVENGE [SLOW UPDATES]

FOUR

Sofies P.O.V

I couldn't bear myself to sleep next to Jungkook. He was snoring and sleeping, like his little world was at it's finest. I was disgusted, my bed smelled like another woman and he didn't even bother to change the bed sheets after his little session. He slept with another woman and disrespected me in such a bold way, is he even thinking about how I could feel?
No. I couldn't sleep in that bed, I am a woman, I have to respect myself and this contains not sleeping in this disgusting bed. I went to the living room and slept on the sofa that night. It was colder than the bedroom and I felt lonely. Since I started to live with Jungkook, I lost so much. My family, my friends and my home. Just to live with him, because he promised to love me forever. He promised me to respect me, to be there for me and to love only me. Empty promises. I had a huge fight with my parents because of him. I tried a lot to change their mind, but nothing worked out. They didn't accept him, they told me that he would leave me someday and that he isn't good enough for me. But I stood there for our love, for Jungkook! I knew he loved me back then, he really did..
My parents were giving me an ultimatum, either I go away with Jungkook and never come back or accept an arranged marriage, but still having my family by my side. Of course I was young, dumb and in love. I obviously choosed him, it was always Jungkook for me. And now? I did everything for him, I gave everything up. My parents were right, he wasn't good for me. He only hurts me.
I was so upset thinking about everything, that I silently cried myself to sleep. I hate you Jeon Jungkook.

Jungkook P.O.V

I woke up in the middle of the night and turned around, only to see the empty spot next to me. I frowned, Sofie should be home by now. I stood up and went to the living room, where I found her lying on the sofa. Her face looked puffy and kinda reddish. She was covered in her burrito blanket and she was trembling, which made my heart clench. I hate to see her like this, I can't bear seeing her in pain. She looks so sick, I hope she is okay. And why is she sleeping here? She never sleeps on the sofa, not even after fighting with me. Maybe she is really sick and just fell asleep on the sofa, because she was too tired to go to our bedroom.

But what if she found out that I cheated on her? Would she leave me? No. She loves me, she will stay next to my side, not matter what. She promised that she will always love me. Like I promised her to love her forever, till the end. She is mine. I don't care if I cheat, she can't leave me. I love her, thats the only thing that matters. I picked her up, bridal style and went to the bedroom. I covered her with a few blankets and gave her a kiss onto her forehead. She will stay next to me, I'll take care of that.

Sofies P.O.V

I woke up in my Bed and felt like throwing up. How did I end up here? Did Jungkook bring me here? I stood up and run to the bathroom, just to throw up into the toilet. I hated this, I felt weak and disgusted by myself. How dare he is, letting me sleep in the place where he cheated on me. I felt someone holding my hair back into a ponytail and rubbing carefully my back.

„You got sick?", Jungkook asked me after I brushed my teeth. „Yes, I thought sleeping on the sofa was a good idea, so you wouldn't catch it too." I lied. I lied so good, he believed every single word. He nodded and looked kinda relieved. He really thinks I am this dumb? „Do you want to stay at home today?", he asked me carefully. „No, it's my second day. I can't, I have to go to work, or else I get fired and this is not what I want." I quickly changed into my work outfit. He just nodded and came closer to me, I frowned. His expression was weird. He hugged me and gave me a kiss on the cheek, then he started to leave kisses on my neck. „Stop Jungkook!", I said and tried to push him away. But he was stronger than me, he took my wrists and pushed me on the wall. His kisses were sloppy and wet. I was disgusted, he kissed that woman with that filthy mouth. I can't imagine getting this close to him ever again, I just can't. „Please stop..", I sobbed now and after a few seconds, I realized that he stopped holding my wrists. „Why are you crying?", he asked. He wiped my tears away and looked sad into my eyes. What is wrong with him? He is playing with my mind, I feel close to loose my mind. „Don't touch me." I slapped his hands away. I took my bag and run outside to grab a taxi, I can't stay any second longer next to him.

„Oh Ms. Wilson, you are early today.", my boss said with a big smile on his face. I forced a smile too and excused myself, I couldn't talk to him right now. He would probably ask me what's wrong, he mustn't know that I have a boyfriend. It's better this way.
I started to work on some papers, which were probably from Mr. Kim.
Suzie came later into my office and surprised me with a cup of icecreame. „Sometimes we should treat ourselves.", she said and winked at me. „Thanks, you can't imagine how much I need this right now."
We started eating and Suzie told me about her boyfriend Namjoon. It was okay for me, I didn't wanted to talk about my life anyway. She told me that she met him a while ago and that he is crazy about her. She sounded so happy and cute talking about him and their relationship. He made her happy. Her eyes were sparkling and she couldn't stop smiling. This is how I should supposed to look like. I wish.. every laugh and every smile is forced. Only because I am thinking about Jungkook. I hope I find some evidence, so I can confront him with that. For now I just have to act like everything is okay.
„Now it's your turn.", she said after throwing our empty cups into the bin. „What do you mean?", I asked her. She sat in front of me and looked serious in my eyes. „I just met you a couple days ago, but I can see that you are hurt and that you need someone to talk about it."
I sighed and looked away, I can't look people in the eyes in moments like this. Am I so obvious?
„I am honest to you. I am hurt, I don't feel so good right now. But I can't talk about it, not yet." She nodded and gave me an encouraging smile. „You can always talk to me.", she said before leaving my office. I sighed, but seconds later a deep voice made me jump. „You can talk to me too, you don't have to go alone through hardships.", Mr Kim said. He was leaning on the doorframe and looking at me. He is really nice, but isn't he a little bit too nice to an employee? I am just his secretary and on my second day. He is treating me a little too good. I didn't answered him, I mean it's actually none of his business. But I can't say that to him, at least he is still really nice to me.
„Why are you so nice to me?" I asked him suddenly. I could punch myself right now, why do I have to ask him that? I could just stay quiet. I hate myself.
He came closer to me and sat on my desk. He showed me a beautiful smile, before he answered my question. „Don't get that wrong, but I like your eyes. They look so deep and helpless, I knew the first time I looked into them, that I want to change that. I want to see them sparkling, like diamonds. Because they remind of them."