He said he likes my eyes, because they remind him of diamonds. I am wondering if he meant what he said, or if it was just a joke. I actually like his eyes too, they are beautiful. I think everything about him is beautiful. He is a really nice and kind person too. I bit my lips, why am I thinking so much about him. I shook my head and was about to go into my house, when I heard a loud voice. It was Jungkooks.
„Are you fucking dumb Jessica? I said I don't want to see you here! Get the fuck out of my house!", he was shouting. Jessica? Who is Jessica? I went inside, trying not to make much noise. As far as I can tell, they are in the bedroom. „The last time you said I could come over, what happened? Did you change your mind about me?", I heard a familiar voice saying. I was frowning, I knew her voice, but couldn't assign it. „You are a fucking whore, I call you and you come. You can't just come here because you want to. I am the one who is calling you, understood?", he said. „You know, you can just break up with your stupid girlfriend. I saw her at work, she isn't even that pretty. She looks like a sad doll, what do you even want with her?", she said.
It was like a bolt from the blue.
Jessica. The red haired Jessica from the reception at T. Kim Industries! What kind of sick joke is this? What kind of coincidence is that? Jungkook was cheating on me with that woman? I felt like throwing up. „It's none of your business.", he only said in a cold tone. „Be honest to yourself Jungkook. I am tall, I have great body and I am sexy. I am fucking hot! She is a small, little, sad thing. She looks kinda depressed if you ask me. You can't deny it, the last two months were heaven on earth. We were fucking the whole time and you enjoyed it. Now you want to send me away?" She was so full of herself. She sounds like a disgusting person and she didn't tried to show me better at work. He was cheating on me for about two months with this? Nonstop for 2 months?
„Stop saying she looks sad, she isn't. I make her happy. Now get the fuck out, she could be here any minute.", he said pushing her into the living room. Does he even listen to himself? He really thinks he makes me happy?
I stood in the middle of the room and I was looking at them. At two people who just destroyed my happiness, my life. When Jungkook noticed me, he immediately stopped pushing her and came to me. „Sofie..", he said soft with an tortured expression. Why is he looking like that? I am the one who is hurt. Not him. „I can't-," I just turned around, I was about to leave the house. But he pulled at my arm and hold me tight. „I don't let you go, we can talk about this." I shook my head and tried to free myself, but I couldn't. „What was your problem? Instead of cheating, you could talk to me beforehand! We could break up and then you would be free, you could fuck who ever you want. But you decided to fuck around and be with me in a relationship at the same time.", I shouted. I knew he was cheating on me. I knew and I wanted to act like I had no clue, just to find a way to confront him someday with evidence. But after hearing everything, I just want to leave. I heard enough. He doesn't even feel bad about what he did. „You couldn't give him pleasure anymore, it's no wonder that he needed someone else.", Jessica suddenly said. What the hell is wrong with her, is she thinking she has a say in this? „Back the fuck off, or I am gonna punch your ugly face!", I shouted and was about to let her meet my fist, but Jungkook still hold me tight. „Jessica, I give you three seconds to get out.", Jungkook said while looking into my eyes. She huffed and went out without closing the door. Was she born in the fucking subway? After a few minutes Jungkook let go of me, he was about to say something, but I slapped him right into his face. He hold his cheek and looked to the side. „Not. A. Single. Word." I hissed and pointed to the door. „Leave."„Ms. Wilson you seem stressed these days, do you want to talk about it?", Mr. Kim asked me. He wasn't wrong. Since that incident a few weeks ago, I couldn't sleep well. I was crying a lot and I was only eating Candy's. I bet I gained weight, that's another point that makes me feel sick. I don't feel good in my body anymore. I can't believe how a single person can make me suffer so much. Everything's stressing me right now. „Ms. Wilson?", he asked again, his face was right in front of mine. „Sorry.", I only said and looked away, his eyes are always so intimidating. „You don't have to apologize. I'm worried about you."
Now I was looking at his face again, he was so damn beautiful and he smelled so good. „You don't have to, it's nothing.", I tried to smile. „You know what. You take the day off and we are going out together.", he suddenly said and took my hand. He pulled me out of my office and straight to the lift. „Mr. Kim, can you do this? I mean, don't you have to stay here?", I asked him, because I felt so uneasy. He has a lot of responsibilities, I am just an employee, he doesn't have to care about me. Besides, this is his company, isn't he supposed to stay here?
„First of all, I am the Boss here. I can do what I want and second, you can call me Taehyung.", he said winking at me.Taehyung and I went to a Persian restaurant near the company. We were eating Mantu, those are dumplings, just a little bit bigger than the usual ones. They tasted so good, I think this is what you call Soulfood. Taehyung liked them too, he even bought a second portion. He made me laugh the whole time, I can't remember last time I was laughing so much. He is unbelievably cute. Afterwards we went out for a walk and to buy some Milkshakes. „I never tried dumplings this big before.", he said. I laughed and took a sip of my Vanilla Milkshake afterwards. „Actually I like all kinds of dumplings, but the big ones are actually the best." He agreed smiling at me. „What?", I asked and smiled too. He hesitated a bit, but decided then to give me an answer. „This is what I meant, you look so happy right now. I like it." I felt the heat on my cheeks and looked immediately away. Why is he so caring? „Hey. You don't have to feel embarrassed." I heard him saying. „I don't feel embarrassed!" He laughed and stopped walking. „Then tell me, why is your face so red?" I looked down and bit on my lips. I felt his hand on my cheek and I immediately looked up to him. He was as tall as Jungkook. Jungkook. I felt something pulling on my heart. I was happy. Taehyung made me happy really happy today. But thinking about Jungkook broke my heart again.„Hey, look at me again." I looked into his eyes, he looked worried. „Talk to me. You were happy seconds ago, what made you like this again?" I shook my head, he has to understand. There are things I don't want to talk about. He brushed a strand of my hair out of my face, while looking at me straight into the eyes. „I can make you happy again, would you let me?", he asked carefully in a soft tone. After today I am pretty sure he is able to make me happy, but if I say yes, what happens with Jungkook? He cheated on me, he broke me. But I still love him, I still love the person he was. I know this is wrong and that I have to move on, but it's hard. It's hard to forget someone who was important to you, it's kinda impossible. I mean it wasn't always like that, we were happy, we had our good times too. How am I supposed to forget about that?
Seconds later, I felt a soft pair of lips pressed onto mine. They just tasted like chocolate and love.
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FanficSofie is in a relationship with Jungkook. They were actually really happy, till Jungkook started to act different. He wasn't affectionate or loving anymore, it was like he never loved her. It seemed strange to Sofie, because nothing happened between...