Not another one!

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My days are passing. I don't know what's my condition right now, whether I'm sad or doing a bit well. I just don't know.
My feelings are numb.
I don't feel a thing.

Yes, I laugh. I talk the necessities.
But behind all the laugh, all the smiles I forgot to cry.
My laughs are just from the face and body. After every day, I just wonder that I don't feel anything, anymore.
Maybe I'm destined to be such.

"Ash"
"Huh" I felt like I just woke up from a deep deep thought.
I found myself in the drawing room, elbows at my lap and palms, holding  my face.
"Ash." She spoke.
"What?"
"Ash. You're daydreaming again"
"Day-mares are coming actually" I said.
"Ugh. I sometimes really wish to kill you" she said.
"By what means?" I asked.
"By anything"
"Be particular" I said.
"By beating the hell out of YOU"
"I don't contain hell and heaven in me, to beat the hell out of me" my sarcasm.
I've started noticing Ella's features since that day of the park. Her huge glasses covering most of her face with her tiny nose. All she did was laugh and talk and that made everything normal. Like we're normal people.

"Ash. Ella. News" miss called us and she herself  came to the drawing room where we were sitting.
"Yes." Ella, with her smile wide.
"Someone's coming!!!"
"Who?" I asked.
"And why?" I added immediately, my voice sounded flat as I asked it, lacking curiosity.

"Okay let me say that there's  someone who need my help, or well our help. A baby. A one month old girl child. Her family left her as she was prescribed with pneumonia just after her birth. She was destined to be dead right within 10 days. But she survived. She's a miracle. The hospital kept her for 1 month. The hospital staff couldn't keep her for long so she needs to be shifted. But until all the arrangements are completed she needs to be here.

Oh well only for 7 days.
You both got my point!"

"Eeeewwweee" Ella clapped, I almost forgot she was a baby too. A almost-seventeen year old baby disguised as a teenager.
"Aah. Fine" I told.
Miss smiled.
Widely smiled and left, to her own works. She can keep up with kids way too much. She never gets annoyed.

I found myself going into my thoughts again.
*tap tap* I heard in the table in front.
Huh.
"Back to thinking.?" Ella asked.
"Oh well day-mares?"

"Nah. Ella, will it turn to a orphanage?"
Her face softened.
She let a reassuring smile.
"No. Nothing will happen"
She spoke again.
"Only seven days"
"Only seven days" I repeated.

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