Damon x reader Lost her out

Untitled Part 1

Stefan made himself a cup of tea. After the events of last week, he felt that he needed time to process and to calm down. Taking out the teabag and throwing it into the trash bin, he went to the library, the place where he always finds solace. Everything was like a hurl, all the past events flowing through his mind like a disorganised flock of birds.

Entering the library, he couldn't notice a man standing in the armchair.

-I didn't know you'd be here.

But the man didn't answer. He just stood there quietly, hoping probably to avoid any type of conversation. But Stefan wouldn't have it.

-Damon, it's better if you talk about it. I'm your brother.

Damon just raised teary eyes and gave Stefan a look imploring to be left alone.

-It's better for both of you...

Silence. Damon's eyes went back to the empty glass in his hand.

Stefan sighed. He knew it would take Damon a lot to get over last week. He was keen on leaving, but then, he heard:

-I...

Stefan turned slowly.

-I don't know how I could ever do something like this! Damon's voice was weak, soft, like he was torturing himself to speak.

-Damon, you shouldn't blame your-

-Of course I blame myself, Stefan. I went full crazy and she... she got hurt, Stefan. She got hurt.

Damon looked into Stefan's eyes, almost begging him for something, begging him to get Y/N back.

-She got hurt because of me – no, I hurt her, I did it. I scared her away and now she is far, far from me, and she's never coming back, never.

-Damon, Y/N will come back, will forgive you. She-

-She always does? Of course she does, she's an angel. But now, she won't. I know she won't. I saw it in her eyes, pure fear, she was scared and she was right to be scared.

-I know it hurts but-

-Stefan, Damon said, looking his brother straight in the eyes, she was more of myself than I was. Our souls were tied, she was my... she was my everything.

Stefan knew Damon was right. Damon and Y/.N were like soulmates. They kept each other on the right path and fitted with each other just perfectly. Who would have imagined that innocent, good Y/N and Damon would go together, but they did, and perfectly. And then, Damon turned his humanity off and almost killed Y/N. She barely escaped because Stefan was there. Now she is out of town and not coming back and Damon is devastated.

Stefan looked at his brother. He was utterlydestroyed, to the point where there could be nothing to help except for her. Sohe decided to find her. He will call her, go out and look for her, bring herback to Damon. Because he needed her more than anything