See You, See Me

chapter 30

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April 29.

The day of your death.

Just kidding.

Well you wish you were dead.

Because you cannot do this at all.

25 days have passed. In all of those days, you have been anxious, hesitation was running through your mind. Should you confess?

You checked the time; it was already 11 in the evening. Yes, it was a school night, but the chance of you and Adrien staying up is very rare. Now, with the addition of Alya. While you were chatting with him, you are chatting with Alya as well.

But he doesn't need to know that.

Right now, 11:04 PM, you and Adrien were talking about how the school was nearing its end and what you will be doing this summer, while you and Alya talked about how you will be making the biggest step in your teenage life.

Alya:
IF YOU WANT TO CONFESS, I WILL HELP YOU GIRL!

You breathed a chuckle. You can't get rid of her. She may be annoying at some times, but she had helped you and stuck by you from the start. Surely this time it won't be a failure.

YOU:
i want to tell him.
i really do.
but i can't.

you see what i mean?
i want to but i don't want to.

Alya:
y/n please.

y/n... if you ever confess to him, will the pain ease? 

YOU:
what should i do

i dont know what to do

i shouldve told him last april 1.
like after telling him that i like him i will then say that it's april's fools and all of it will be just a joke.

ughhhhh

You're freaking out. Well, you should freak out. It's your first time confessing to a boy about your feelings. Your feelings that you deemed unimportant. It's your first time telling him you like him, just the mere thought of it makes you nervous as heck.

Back to Adrien;

YOU:
are u ok now?

Adrien:
maybe ugh idk
she's still running in my mind

YOU:
that's ok
you're almost there!

you're doing great!

You winced at your attempt of comfort. You are really trying your best to make him feel better.

Adrien:
why do you say so?

YOU:
hahahaha
nothing
i'm just
trying to lift your spirits :)

Adrien:
thank you

Back to Alya;