Life Upside Down

Chapter 3: Trying

Chapter 3: Trying

I drank the whole drink and Cash and I started to dance. After 15 Minutes I needed something to drink and went to grab a drink. I took a look on the clock and noticed that it was already 10pm. I stood there and drank my drink, when some hands came from the back onto my waist. "Why did you sneaked away?" he wisper into my ear. "I needed something to drink" I answered him simply, his hands still on my waist. He turned his head to the door and saw that his friends were walking out with some girls, he knew what they were about to do. "come with me" he said. His hands moved from my waist and onto my shoulders. Cash and I walked out to his friends and some other girls. One of his friends took out a cigarette, and gave one to each girl. Cash took one too. He light the cigarette. (DON'T SMOKE KIDS)"you want too?" he asked me. "umm, I don't know" I answered shy. "you don't have to follow any rules today, just do what you want. Don't think about your Parents or anyone else" he said while looking straight into my eyes.
'what is my mom gonna say? Should I really do it?' I thought to myself. 'I'm gonna do it, I'm old enough to do what I want' I finally said to myself. "yeah okay" I said and took his cigarette. I really did that, I'm really smoking. I was always thinking. Then, one of his friends pulled out a different Cigarette. (if you know, you know)I tried it and it tasted different, Cash did too. After 2 Minutes everything got a bit blurry.
So we went back inside. We sat down on the couch. Cash pulled me onto his lap and it was all so blurry. I turned my head in his direction, and looked right into his eyes. They were red, and mine too. I kissed him. He kissed me back. My hands were in his hair and on his cheek. His hands were just all over my body. We kinda made out. Time went by and after a hour I felt like I couldn't do anything. Then I felt a hand on my waist, it leaded me to a room. The door opened and I got layed down on the bed. The person carried me under the blanket and took the other blanket to sleep somewhere else. I fell asleep so fast.

The next day, I woke up. My head was hurting like hell. I opened my eyes, I looked around and found myself into someone else's bedroom. I started to stand up, but I couldn't. "Fuck" I said quite, while laying back in the bed. "Oh, you're awake" someone said and sat down in front of me. It was Cash.
"What the heck happened last night?" I asked him. "We were at this party downstairs, and we drank a lot and" he stopped. "and what?" I said, finally managing myself to sit up. "well we, smoked weed" he said and looked down to the floor. "oh shit" I said and fell back on the bed. "my mom's gonna kill me" I said. "if you don't tell her, she will never know" he said. "and there's something else" he said and looked into my eyes. "what?" I said. "you really don't remember anything?" he asked. "I remember myself smoking, yeah, and I sat onto your lap and then, I don't remember anything" I told him. "well, we made out. We kissed a lot." he told me and helped me stand up. "but we didn't-" I was about to say. "no, no we didn't I would never do that without permission" he said fast. "I guess it's better when I go home" I said to him. "I'm gonna drive you home" he said and I took my things and we went to his car. I looked onto my phone, 7 missed calls from my mother, shit.
While we were driving home there was a total silence between us. He pulled into my driveway. I opened the door and was about to walk to my Door. "are we gonna text?" he asked me. "yeah of course" I answered him and waved as goodbye. I took a deep breath before going inside. I closed the door and turned around, my mother standing there.

"where were you?" she asked me. "at the party" I answered simply. "the whole night? What happened" she asked. "I drank a bit and fell asleep on a couch. Cahs carried me to a bed." I answered. "did you-", "No! Mom no!" I said and rolled my eyes. "okay, it's fine." she told me. "what? Your not gonna get me grounded?" I asked. "no, you didn't got pregnant. Your old enough, I can't tell you what to do for the rest of your life. You have to try things and make mistakes. That's normal" she said. "your the best, thank you" I said and hugged her.

I went upstairs to take a shower. I took a long shower. As soon as I finished I put on a Hoddie and some comfortable pants. I cuddled into my bed and opened Tik Tok. I found a sound that was kinda chill. I placed my phone and did the Video. As the caption I wrote:
"you only learn, if you try".
I loaded it up, and went to the "Following" site. I saw a Tik Tok of Cash. He was quite happy. As the caption he had:"Had a Party last night, turned out crazy".
I knew what he was talking about. I saw a message popping up at the top of my screen. It was from Cash.

Cash: Hey, r u ok?

Me: yes I am, and u?

Cash:I'm fine too. Did u told ur mom?

Me: No, I just told her that I drank a bit.

Cash: Okay, can we FaceTime later?

Me:of course!

Cash:Nice, see u then.

It was some kind of creepy, because the texting was so short. I don't know what he wants to talk about. Still confused by this I went down to eat something.