Falling For a Psycho

Comfort

A/N: Apologies for the terrible drawing \(￣□￣)\
I promise that the other images will be Gacha related!

Ash POV

(Time skip- fifteen years after the incident)

Twitching, I slowly rise from my bed and let out a big sigh. Then I hear mumbling coming from next to me.
U-Um...?! What is that?!
I slowly turn my head to where the noise came from. There I see Kira, sleeping next to me. In my bed. Out of his bed. Directly next to me.
My face instantly turns pink.
Was I talking in my sleep again?! I mean, I know he cares for me, but does he really need to sleep next to me when I do that every time...?
Once I crawl onto my knees, his arm throws over me and pins me down. "Wha-?!" I turn to Kira, who is still fast asleep.
Did he do that in his sleep...?! He really is full of surprises...
Then he pulls me towards him with a grunt. Now my face is steaming with embarrassment.
I am so glad nobody can see this...
I sigh. "What do I do...?" My arms automatically decide to hug him.
What is going on...?!
But then... I just stopped being so embarrassed all of a sudden. I place my head on his chest willingly and sigh.
He's... So warm... I... I don't want to let go of him...
"Ash...? What are you doing?" My eyes widen and I scoot away from him. "O-Oh! G-Good morning, Kira!" He sits up and climbs off the bed, then looks at me, confused and weirded out at the same time. He scratches the back of his head and sighs. "Yeah... Good morning." He looks away from me and sighs again. "Are you okay...?" I ask. He grunts in response, rubbing his eyes. "Yeah... Just a little tired." I stand up and turn away from him, clutching my arm.
What if he thinks I'm weird now...?
"Something the matter?" I chuckle nervously and and turn my head to him to see him looking directly at me in confusion. "No, I'm okay. Really." He raises his eyebrow, then turns away from me with his hand in his pocket. "Alright, whatever..." I tilt my head in confusion as he would normally say stuff like 'There's obviously something wrong' or 'I know you're lying, just tell me'. There's clearly something wrong with him. "Kira..."
"Mm?" He hums in response, turning his head to me. I look down, still clutching my arm, then I look back at him. "Kira. What's wrong?" He looks confused. "I don't know what you're-" I clench my hands into fists and yell, "Don't lie to me!" And for the first time, he actually looked shocked at me. "I know you're lying to me. Why don't you just tell me...?!" His shocked face slowly turns back to his normal face. "I can't tell you that."
"Why not? Can't I- Am I not allowed to care about you...?!"
"Ash..." He walks towards me as I keep talking, then he stops in front of me. I look at him. "So, why, Kira?" He looks away, scratching the back of his head. "Look." He turns back to me and puts his hand back in his pocket. "I... I'm flattered... To hear that you want to care about me... But I feel that you shouldn't."
"Huh?! Why not?!"
"You'll only hurt yourself."
"What do you mean...?" He looks away from me again. "Caring for someone... It's really something... But. People end up getting hurt in the process of that." I raise my eyebrows. "B-But, we're not like those people!"
"I'm well aware that we're not normal, Ash. But I just don't want you to get hurt." I swallow and look down. "Y-You care too much... About me..." Then he puts his hand on my head, his forehead against mine. My eyes widen and I blush in embarrassment. "K-Kira...?"
"Ash... Look... I care for you because you're all that I have right now. That means I can't lose you. You're too important to me." My eyes well up in tears. "W-What do you..." He steps away from me and looks away. "I'm going out, okay?"
"Kira..." He puts his hood on and walks towards the door, grabbing his scythe along the way. "What do you need your-"
"There's something underneath your bed. Check your bed at night."
"Why at-"
"I cast something on it. So don't ignore my words. Got it?" I nod. "G-Got it." He sighs and walks off. I let out a big sigh and collapse onto my bed.
Where's he going?
What's underneath my bed?
Why did he cast something on it?
Is it dangerous?
Did I do something?
What's going on?!
I sit up and put my hands to my head. "What's with him...?"